Fun fact! This was a song that I made back in 2021 I thiiink? 
This is a song I hold near and dear to my heart. It used to be a relatively short song so I never uploaded it, but now I’ve expanded it! Enjoy a song about my gender struggles! Wahoo!!

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Instrumental/Lyrics/Tuning/Art by eyeris (me!)

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Lyrics

(Verse 1)
One day I wake up a girl and the other a guy
But if you force me to choose, I'll just break down and cry
If I lie and say "I'm fine", would that be fair to me?
'Cause even if I'm "correct", would that make me happy?
Genderless or gendered, I can't seem to decide
Pink or blue or green, oh what color I wear with pride?
Can I be your girlfriend boyfriend partner to hold tight?
Kiss me, hug me, date me, love me, take me for the ride

(Chorus)
I'm a barbie doll that needs redressing done
I'm imperfect; mixed and matched inside a ton
"Pick a side" they say, "But never try to hide"
So, can I be your genderless lover tonight?

(Verse 2)
Some days, I want to be the one that holds you at night
Other days, I want to be the one held oh so tight
Betraying my biology for a distant lie
Recede, believe, proceed,
Achieve all I want inside

(Chorus)
I'm a barbie doll that needs redressing done
I'm imperfect; mixed and matched inside a ton
"Pick a side" they say, "But never try to hide"
So, can I be your genderless lover tonight?

(Bridge)
Know that I may not make sense
Know that it seems so fake
Should be glad with myself,
But, man, I dissociate
Who I am, no, who I was,
Who I am supposed to be
Can you see, can you see
Yes, can you see the real me?

Know that we may not make sense
Know that we might be fake
Forget what makes me glad
And let’s forget the world today
My chest, my voice, my heart
Your eyes are all I need
Can I be, yes, can I be your genderless barbie?

(Chorus)
I'm a barbie doll that needs redressing done
I'm imperfect; mixed and matched inside a ton
"Pick a side" they say, "But never try to hide"
So, can I be your genderless lover tonight?

I'm a barbie doll that needs redressing done
I'm imperfect; mixed and matched inside a ton
"Pick a side" they say, "But never try to hide"
So, can I be your genderless lover tonight?
Can I be your genderless lover tonight?

genderless lover / gumi

music producer / 🏳️‍🌈 / i’m not creep-p i promise /srs