U-Veg Out Feast

a little tongue-in-cheek humour here, considering the current state of some things, blended with a darker tone of longing and ultimatum. a contrast to how Loren is in real life, but again, these songs are more like stories or short films, sometimes with a jab at or reflection upon current affairs.

⏳[prompt]⌛ (spectral hourglass mix)

“The name Symbiosis felt right, because this mix is all about that balanced exchange of deep feeling and vibrant energy.”

*All songs bought on Tracksource, Bandcamp, and Beatport to support the artists.

Symbiosis

My new remix of Badlands - Metal Church.  Promo only, not monetized, not for sale, remix, 11-5-25.
I ride alone, the wasteland that I cross
Will take another life, we'll take another loss
I feel a dry wind, dust is in my eyes
The arctic cold at night, the earth, it tells me lies
God in heaven, my only friend
Will I live to see my journey's end?
As the world awakens me so hard, my values have been changed
I make a promise to myself: Never again
A dusty godforsaken path, endless to my dismay
I know these are the badlands, somehow I'll find my way
No more paradise, no more soothing rain
All the sacrifice, the pain is all the same
Still I'm pushing onward, alone I can't deny
My presence fills the desert, my spirit never dies
Will these lonely nights ever end?
Will I live to see my journey's end?
As the world awakens me so hard, my values have been changed
I make a promise to myself: Never again
A dusty godforsaken path, endless to my dismay
I know these are the badlands, somehow I'll find my way
The vultures that circle, cloud the empty sky,
Patiently waiting, they wait for me to die
Tortured and beaten, blistered by the sun
Forceful and heartless, have the badlands won?
No more paradise, no more soothing rain
All the sacrifice, the pain is all the same
 have the badlands won?

Badlands

bristling bliss, sometimes just get caught in a loop.

๖ۣۜ❄️d̶o̶n̶t̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶o̶ l̶o̶v̶e̶❄️༻࿌𖣘

phalanx

https://www.tiktok.com/@fr0ggy563/video/7570468783144373534
yes this is real photo by me of forest THIS  morning
the day after the coyote came and killed the squirrel
in FRONT OF MY EYES
coyote real pic from minutes (seconds?) after
the kill is my banner (8 nov 25) (with enhanced saturation on eye lol)
and pic of squirrel minutes before death is my profile on fistfight squirrel
https://soundcloud.com/fistfightsquirrel
made with casio, looper, other mic , "trusty" zoom h1, tom drum "tom",
bongos, hand drum, piano, the whole gang really, and NCH editing
unfinished musical reaction of coyote kills squirrel
is on fistfight squirrel
https://soundcloud.com/fistfightsquirrel/raw-rough-coyote-kills
this is the edit clip of that
🐺🐿️

the day after coyote kills squirrel in front of my eyes 🐺🔪🐿️

“Sweltering Of Broken Bones”  (HEADPHONES ARE A DEFINITE, ABSOLUTE MUST!) .wav

Crucifixion Machine - Iris So Loved

Angel Blade

Crucifixion Machine - Angel Blade

CountessM had, originally, began as a spoken word artist and lyricist, of whom, worked with European Dark Ambient/Dark Media artists in reciting original narrative prose for their instrumental work, until, she had gained the stamina and confidence for doing vocal singing, once again, after several years of being dormant from the world of music. CountessM wasn’t always a narrator. She was deemed, at one time, “Diva” material, in light opera, however, due to smoking, in her latter years, she had lost her falsetto and much of her vibrato ability and had adapted to a monotonous style of singing so she had gotten into R&B. Then years later, she had sang in a very low alto voice which had brought her, much notably,  a decent following. She had reached age 65 before long and had lost her ability again so she’d picked up working with pads and samples of sounds and, soon thereof, she had discovered that she possessed a knack for creating music for loops and samples, with the use of various music apps and software. Her genre change was drastic. She had gone from the elements that had come from a very dark place in the Underground Dark Electronic Music Scene in Europe. Having no spiritual connection and much hatred toward God, CountessM had made it her mission to apostatize against His name in her lyrical content and message to the world. She is going through a process of repentance in her life and has turned her life around to the best of her ability and she grows each day. Her genres today range from Acid Jazz/Acid House to Acid Techno and Cyber Techno/Trance. Most of her works that she has uploaded here, on this site, are impromptu and spur of the moment. Some of her works will sound sparse and incomplete due to this fact. So, sit back and appreciate the ride!￼

“Sweltering Of Broken Bones” (HEADPHONES ARE A DEFINITE, ABSOLUTE MUST!) .wav

CountessM (Collabs & Instrumental Page Official)