coke drip.

waiting on you

Light Again

Light Again [Prod. Take A Daytrip]

hey, woah
you look so much better than i thought you would
i know i could have helped and i know i should
have been there when you needed me most
so stay close
i just can't bear the thought of you going ghost
on everything we built and the roads we took
doesn't that sound like the best?
'cos i've been staring at a little piece of heaven in your eyes
and i look beyond the arch and see the devil in disguise
and it hurts when you matter the most
and it kills me when you leave me alone
and trust me that i gave it my all
my skin is shed and i'm nothing but bone
you're poison in my veins, my disease
the end of everything we could be
and it's hard
to focus on our wants and i won't
leave you here in my arms 'cos you know
it never got easier
my disarray
leads me here when i need a safe place
i might lead you here into the flames
and right here we'll stay
tongue tied, what can i say
burrowed, i'm hiding away
go without me, save yourself
leave right now, i wish you well
it's been a while since we spoke
but it feels like a week ago
and you forgot what i look like
you won't see even if you try
you won't see me even if you try your best
i can't believe we continue trying again
'cos in the back of my mind i just know we'll end
let's not figure it out, let's just call it dead
i stay alive for a reason
and that reason is you
when my body is bleeding
it bleeds out just for you
Friends (Interlude)
oh she stole my heart
it's all i have
ooh drifting apart
but there ain't no way i'm giving up
it's all my fault
you said yourself
i took too long to answer
you called my your 'makeshift hell'
my patience thin
you told me you wanna stay as friends
i don't know how to take that in
but trust me i'll be alright
it's the same shit but a different day i
woke up in a different place i
don't really remember how i got so damn low
save me all your bullshit lies
i find it hard to push the lines
but ain't that what you wanted love?
ain't this what you needed oh?

you're poison in my veins, my disease [feat. heylog]

I'm stuck in my headspace
Mind stuck in rotation
Blame the earthquake, can't shake it
My memory's fading
I spoke to a doctor, she said I ain't fine
Emergency sessions gon' keep me alive
I'm stuck in my headspace
Why am I forsaken

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

Running so long, adrenaline fades
Chasing dreams, I can't keep pace
I'm done chasing butterflies, we all got our fake lives
Through windows the pain lies to lead us astray
I miss me, I miss the rain
Rose tinted cellophane
Terrified down to the cells in my veins
I'm racing my mind, just to feel heard
It used to be debilitating, now it's just the worst
And either way I think of you, the bad days I reverse
I can't see you in a bad way
No, it just hurts

Eat me alive
Come drag me under
Your tears crystallise

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

I am adrift
Coasting on excess of my emptiness
But I got my decaf tea, a little 2CB
I'll break down some walls just to feel the debris
Chip my stone
I'll never know why I never gave us a chance to know us
Leave me, I need to breathe
Hoping you'll disagree

Let me learn to forget
I been feeling like death got the better end
(That was the time of my life)
Don't let me think this out loud
But it's alright
And I'm okay
I hate that I miss you, I do
Wish you died to me when I died for you

So I'm gon break my voice, make it hurt
And play all my mistakes in hertz
To save myself, please
Let me let you down

Blood rush in my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

egress (death)

thank u jedwill

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999 https://soundcloud.com/brakence https://soundcloud.com/loginstrash

original: https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/athena

art: https://soundcloud.com/sumantsagar

enjoy!

jedwill, brakence & login - athena (doug suh flip)

Production + being an awesome af person - @whos-that-clown
Production - @Prod5head
Lyrics + Vocals + Mixing/Mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

I wrote this song as a spritual successor/sequel to a song I dropped many years ago. This one is about looking back at life when you're running out of time, and regretting how cruel the life experience was, but also being thankful for just still being alive at all.
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Lyrics:

I’m thinking ‘bout the wasted years
And I’ll watch my life just disappear 

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

You’ll never go through what I’ve been through
And it’s something I’d never hope for you
These nightmares I behold are true
Like Christchurch, I will crumble too
Like the hindenburg disaster, I’ll be falling faster
Flatlined, 29, staring down the casket
Imma go down smooth like Primo in a glass(uh)
You’re six feet deep, can’t fix it with a plaster

You think that you’re safe, but you’ll never get a pass(uh)
Life is a skill that’s impossible to master
Death is relaxing, it hits you with that blaster
One moment you’re here, then you’re breathing in your last one
Well, ain’t life a bastard? Ticking down faster
Every single thing you grow to love with never last(uh)
Every single day just gets harder
But I’m still here, poppin’ ass to Nova Garden

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

I WILL FORGET THIS MOMENT! | Prod. The Sound Clown + 5head

06/06 9: 20 PM

06: 06 9: 20 PM

franks intermission

￼LYRICS

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

06: 06 9: 20 PM

cope

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