FEEL MY ENERGY

FEEL MY ENERGY [PROD. TAYLORJ & IDIO]

VampyrA - Colder

MythicKnife (prod. thersx)

Daddy, daddy, daddy, oh daddy
Daddy, daddy, daddy, oh? Daddy

Daddy was never there, never cared
Daddy was never fair, never cared
Not one day, not one day

Daddy was never there, never cared
Daddy was never fair, never cared
Not one day, not one day

I was listening to songs in the bathroom
While I was cutting myself to find a way through
You were sitting in the basement, you did this shit too
Besides you were getting drunk and not blame it on you
Ironic, isn't it dad? We're just the same too
So what you're telling me now? I'm as shitty as you

Daddy was never there, never cared
Daddy was never fair, never cared
Not one day
Not one day
Not one day

Daddy was never there, never cared
Daddy was never fair, never cared
Not one day
Not one day
Not one day

I'm running in circles
Now look what you made me do (made me do)
Cutting so deep, blood dripping down for you (for you)

Blood is thicker than water, right
(Right, right?)
I'm going insane, at least I tried

Blood is thicker than water, right
(Right, right?)
I'm going insane, at least I tried

I'm going, I'm going insane
(I'm stuck, I'm stuck, I'm stuck in this pain)

Look daddy you made me
Oh? You hate me

[Thank you, daddy]

DADDY WAS NEVER THERE

you're here

As the voices break

Hey, good morning
I woke up from your texts
and how you didn't sleep so well
No you didn't sleep at least
a minute in this room
No you didn't feel safe
I know you can't forget
all the things they said

But I'm here for you
And I won't leave you soon
you don't trust me at all
but we stay on the phone

And I'll be there soon
I get you out of this room
The darkness will fade away
With me, you'll be always be safe

... 

And I love you too
I feel the moon
on your skin
on my skin

Here we go again
Here we go again
The sun starts to end 
what we've just begun

Here we go again
Here we go again
The moon knows
it's you and me in the end

Nobody can't describe what we just have together 
All we know is that it is meant to last forever


(Can you see it?)
(It's us)
(We did it)
(We got through)
(I love you)

forever

Lyrics-

the night is quiet 
I’m keeping very still 
their terrified im running wild again 

dove for answers
u look at my pain 
chose the right path 
feeling no way 

hope romancer remind u of days 
we loved each other I love u always 

the rooms hear them talk 
no surprise that u hide from yo light on the other side 

won’t listen I been fixing all that rots 

killin me slowly

OCTOBER - THE NIGHT IS QUIET (PROD. SMERDYAKOV)

-lyrics-

[Do you ?]

[Do you ?
 Do you ?]

Do you remember with what our love story began with?
Do you remember the football field we held hands at?
I still know everything, every touch, we were connected
You know I was lost in your touch and your affection

I know you want me
I want you 
You got me 
And I fell for you 
And you know you had me from the start when we only spent nights talking to get through

This place is my home 
Time will fly by
I wish I could stay more
For a little while

Tell me the stories you had on this field where you’ve been lost
Tears and anger mixed with a cocktail full of lies
I tell you I’m sorry I wish I could’ve saved you from that but now we’re rewriting your mind

Oh, I love you so
Wishing that you pull be close 
Seeing you out of my phone 
Was something that I wished the most 
For
The longest time when you were stuck in this pain and you thought you might die
But I never let go

Take me back to the football field
One more time
I wish I could be with you
For the rest of my life

Never thought there was the possibility to fall in love behind a screen 
Now I’m standing here right by your side on this football field

Take me back, take me back
To the football field 
To the nights we had, yeah
Take me back, fantasizing about the kiss we shared there
Take me back
to the football field
to the nights we had, yeah 
Take me back
I’m begging you to take me back

football field

prod. ocin
loops: lmgmadeit

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 

Find my way 
We’re not the same 
Erase your pain 
I wan’t you to know that I’ll 
Find a way 
Erase the pain 
And make my name 

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 
 
Can you find a reason to live 
Find me a reason to give 
Everything and fucking more 
I think you’re talking too much 
Can’t find a reason to stop 
Can’t find a reason, now what? 
Girl is this all that you got? 
Promise me you won’t let me go 
Let me go, fuck me up 
Turn me on

find me a reason

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah
why do I bother, stress just builds it builds, eating
your not my lover, taking chances, chances, lose

it’s like I just build emotions up 
and then a switch flicks and I’m back in this state
I thought my body got tired of this 
but he just wants me to sleep for days yeah

I wonder when ill ever get a grip 
and just leave this life yeah all behind me
looking at myself makes me sick
cus I’m just that mess that you want to love

I broke your heart, yeah I’m not worth it
so cant you just block me and move on
so where do I go, what do I say
I’m so sick of being in pain

I take another pill watch myself fade out
I just hate what I have become
spitting at my own name, feeling like I’ve betrayed
myself, but your burning eyes are staring straight through me

I let depression hit, watch the waves drag me under
I ain’t got no grip, watch my fingers slip how can this be love
I let my tongue call quits, watch the best of me surrender
you make me feel so sick, you kick me out altogether

Sinking Down

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

DADDY WAS NEVER THERE

ISALIE

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