Nothin but vibes and loving yourself thru you flaws.

Bad Attitude

This track was made during a difficult period for me, when covid drove me into a cage of depression. To cope with it, I, in spite of everything, took out all the light that is in me and, through I can't, tried to make music. And she saved me! This is the first track in a new, now, world. Music Composed/Produced by Guitarbeard © 2021

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Introvert

How am I supposed to know
What you want, or how you feel.
How am I, a stranger in the eyes
Where I could find me.

I used to look into the mirror
And in my skies, I could see you.
But that image in my mind,
Went away, so far away, yeah.

Oh, Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.
Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.

Cause you never know,
When you are born
And when you are gone.

How am I supposed to hope
To be part of your lost soul.
How am I supposed to grow
All the trust with all the dust.

I used to look into the door hole
And in the soul there was no key.
But I found a message on the wall
Saying those seconds are blown away.

Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.
Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.

Cause you never know,
When you are blown away, 
And gone.

How am I a number in a scale
A picture with no frame.
How am I supposed to dream again
With all these moments in despair.

I used to trust the words, and felt,
There was nothing really unsaid.
But now we have no seasons
To keep the same old reasons.

Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.
Don't ask for a whole life
Enjoy the seconds, babe.

Don't ask for a whole life
I will enjoy the seconds, babe.

To be in your memories
To be part of your dance
To sing this last glance
I'm not good enough.

It hurts with no sensory
The seconds of treasury
It cuts with the same pride
The landscapes of time.

It counts like a sand clock
The toy of my own mind
The clock of my old soul
The illusion of time.

Of broken confessions
Enjoying obsessions
Don't ask for a whole life
Just moments in rhyme.


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Lyrics, Vocals & Drums by @melakki
Bass Guitar, Synthesizers & Artwork by @boolapp-goro
Mix & Master by Björn (BLRStudios)
Recorded & published by 2:45

Enjoy The Seconds

Enjoy the Seconds

Introduction in English:
For me it was a big challenge in two ways to do the music to the lyrics of P-Ten, who lives in the Philippines:
First, he is the age of my son, who some of my SC friends know went through a serious crisis in the spring from which he has not really recovered yet. P-Ten obviously has something that my son still lacks at his young age: A belief in himself, in his own dreams and visions. While singing, I kept imagining that P-Ten was speaking to my son like a good friend of the same age, helping him to overcome his tormenting self-doubt. 
Secondly, P-Ten's lyrics also repeatedly mention the belief in God. I don't know P-Ten personally, so I don't know which God he is referring to in his text. 
I myself am not religious or feel to belong to a certain religious community. But, as I have already described it in my song "A Prayer of Hope", there exists for me a kind of "inner God" who goes far beyond me and holds the world together in the innermost; to whom I sometimes turn when my belief in myself falters and self-doubt plagues me. Then I can experience, among other things, in the dialogue with him, that I am not alone, that this inner God believes in me, carries me and holds me, no matter what happens.      

Introduction in German:

Für mich war es in zweierlei Hinsicht eine große Herausforderung, zu dem Text von P-Ten, der auf den Philippinen lebt, die Musik zu machen:
Erstens ist er im Alter meines Sohnes, von dem einige meiner SC-Freunde wissen, dass er im Frühjahr eine schwere Krise durchmachte, von der er sich bis jetzt noch nicht wirklich erholt hat. P-Ten hat offensichtlich etwas, was meinem Sohn in seinem jungen Alter noch fehlt: Der Glaube an sich, an die eigenen Träume und Visionen. Beim Singen habe ich immer wieder vorgestellt, das P-Ten wie ein guter, gleichaltriger Freund zu meinem Sohn spricht und ihm hilft, seine quälenden Selbstzweifel zu überwinden. 
Zweitens kommt in dem Text von P-Ten auch immer wieder der Glaube an Gott vor. Ich kenn P-Ten nicht persönlich und ich weiß entsprechend auch nicht, welchen Gott er in seinem Text meint. 
Ich selbst bin nicht religiös oder fühle mich einer bestimmten Glaubensgemeinschaft zugehörig. Aber, wie ich es schon bei meinem Song "A Prayer of Hope" beschrieben habe, existiert für mich eine Art "innerer Gott", der weit über mich hinausgeht und die Welt im innersten zusammenhält; an den ich mich manchmal wende, wenn mein Glauben an mich ins Wanken gerät und mich Selbstzweifel plagen. Dann kann ich unter anderem in der Zwiesprache mit ihm erfahren, das ich nicht allein bin, dass dieser innere Gott an mich glaubt, mich trägt und hält, egal was passiert.

Dream (P-Ten & Karlit-O-Kay)

Dream (P-Ten & Karlit - O-Kay)

Pain-Ted

I called this disturbing cocktail of sounds "This Wrong Wrong World" and, at the moment, it corresponds to my inner state.

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This Wrong Wrong World

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