“Remembering Me”
This song is my remembrance — a reflection of who I’ve been, who I am, and who I’m becoming.
For so long, I lived trying to understand where I fit in this world, pulled between what’s real and what’s expected. The noise, the screens, the constant need to prove something — it all kept me disconnected from my truth.
“Remembering Me” is about breaking that pattern. It’s about waking up and realizing that I don’t need to search outside myself to feel whole. I’ve been here the entire time, learning to love myself again, learning to drop the walls of protection that kept me from being seen.
Each lyric carries a piece of my human experience — the confusion, the fear, the awakening. One half of me lived in survival, the other in remembrance. Through this track, I found the balance: the merging of consciousness and reality, of truth and technology, of the man I was and the soul I am becoming.
The cover art says it all — my face split between the physical and the digital, one side dissolving into fragments of the universe. That’s how it feels to heal in this time we live in. We’re all trying to remember how to be loving again, how to see past the illusion, how to be honest in a world that sells distraction.
“Remembering Me” is more than a song — it’s my declaration of truth. It’s the moment I chose to stop running and start remembering that love is who I am, and honesty is how I live.

Remembering Me

Welcome to My SoundCloud Journey

By ZEN
CGM Producer | Conscious Creator | Human in Healing

Hi, and thank you for landing here.
My name is ZEN — a human healing in real time.
This isn’t just music.
It’s a mirror of my soul — a soundtrack of emotional liberation — where raw truth meets rhythm, and technology meets spirit.

I’m not here for clout.
I’m here for connection.

As a CGM Producer (Computer Generated Music), I use AI technology — ChatGPT and Suno — to translate my emotions into sound. Every track is an honest reflection of my journey, crafted from real experiences, shaped by emotion, and transformed through frequency.
Some songs dive deep into healing and consciousness.
Others echo my passion for poker and life as a dealer. 

Together, they tell my story — the highs, the lows, and everything in between.
This is a space where consciousness and creativity collide.
Where I challenge the noise — the glorification of sex, drugs, and violence — and amplify something deeper:
Love. Truth. Peace. Self-Worth.
This music is for those who feel deeply but often have nowhere to place their emotions.
If something you hear resonates, know that’s not by chance — it’s alignment.

🎧 Listen. Feel. Reflect. Connect.
Like, share, or comment — every interaction helps this mission ripple further than me.
To those walking this path of healing:
You’re not behind. You’re not broken.
You’re becoming.
Let’s rise together — freely, consciously, and without shame.
Love is my compass. Healing is my art. Unity is the goal.

🎵 All of my music is CGM (Computer Generated Music) created with the collaboration of ChatGPT and Suno — my thoughts and feelings, transformed into sound.

💫 If you’d like to support this journey:
Venmo: venmo.com/u/ZenYao1111