iluvuu

for winston

im gng 2 sleep

YALLS ALREADY KNOW

woah i have feelings

Paramore- Still Into You (Studio Vocals Hayley)

Little Flower

Blessings

a train came by at the end of me recording

i cant control your head it
makes me sad when you are dead
it's what we have it's what we had when
we can be happy again i'll
make myself more than your friend i
want to make you feel again
since you have been so numb they fed you
from their mouths filled up with red
it's in your head wont stop again

in yr head

your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

u made me so tired

elvis depressedly - inside you (cover)

Very Alone

am i a good person? (Prod. Relevant beats)

losing touch (prod. by NeptuneVoid)

i don't write love songs [prod. young taylor]

Just an interlude.

Pt. 2: https://soundcloud.com/sadisticport/lilnewport-illneverforgiveyouforleavingmeinthedark-prod-yusei

Sad Boy Interlude (Prod. Yusei)

blue boy

lyrics !
let me see you
let me meet you
come to the park
we’ll stay till its dark
you can bring your friends
and we’ll all pretend 
that we’re ok

tell me all your problems
and we’ll try to solve em
put your hand in mine
i’ll spend all the time 
wishin you were mine
for more
than just a day


cause i see somethin in you
and its drawin me in
i just wanna be with you
cause im happiness then


let me see a part of you
that no one else but mee can see
i wanna learn about you
i wanna call u my baby

cr*sh

I have a better transport of this but My plug is broken. (I want to kill myself) But hopefully people can enjoy the sound of really old cassettes still. :)
(Song is about child who looses their mom to cancer)

"Shower Song" (Demo)

Friends And Fun demo

warm bodies

(prod. bendreary)

lyrics: 

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

why u gotta lie saying that im the cool guy
my best friend gave me a black eye
atleast i think hes my best friend
i dont really know anymore
wanna live but dont know what for
life is like a slippery wet floor
slip and fall know that youll fall more
live and die life is a great war

u cant win (x16)

got no one to talk to i think i need a therapist
friends aint there feel like im here for the hell of it
im so scared that when we grow we gon grow apart
its not fair to feel like i am gonna fall apart
(x2)

tired of being ugly
i dont think theres much of me
with love just come and smother me
i just need recovery
baby thats a summary
of how im feeling suddenly
hate myself so utterly
burn my brain with gunnery
cut my face with cutlery
dress me in that luxury
gucci on my mummery
rapping is my drudgery
i just took a sudden leap
hope i die when were asleep
suicide is hidden deep 
take my life and do not weep

if its ok then ima pull up fast
im so lonely and im so upset dont know whats next
you were there when i was sad and i was cutting myself
but i never asked for help i never asked for help
now i got scars i hide cause i dont like to my show pain
now i got scars of my past thats imprinted in my brain
if u cared even cared would u tell me anyway
cuz im scared oh so scared that u dont like me anyway

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

february failure

Taylor wrote this awesome guitar riff that we made into a song. This is us practicing it for the first time and I'm so glad it sounds this way with all the instruments. 
Listen to the finished recording of this song here!
https://open.spotify.com/track/6LyA6defawzVyvPdL3LqIK

Space Again (Demo)

lyrics:
stop rushing into things my dear,
you don’t know anything, i swear
your demon’s hushing me, i fear
hold on to me, please don’t shed a tear

cuz i know, what it is to make you better,
do you want to wear my sweater?
i’ll stop drinking my problems away, 
if this time you’ll stay

when does it stop? when will it feel better?
why do i even try anymore? maybe i should let her …

stop rushing into things my dear,
you don’t know anything, i swear
your demon’s hushing me, i fear
hold on to me, please don’t shed a tear

cuz i know, what it is to make you better,
should i stay or should i let her?
i’ll be here for you another day
do you want me to stay?…

let her

new track / recorded today
dl: https://foglake.bandcamp.com/track/almost-fantasy

and maybe i found paradise
a little empathy but never twice
ive been taking lessons on your old advice
its almost fantasy

the suns up and it's never down
ive been kind of worried how this all will sound
give me a awhile and i'll come around
its almost fantasy

my legs are weak and my mouth is dry
ive been taking medicines but not on time
ive been craving company ill never find
its almost fantasy

Fog Lake - Almost Fantasy

Fool - cavetown

lyrics:
Im floating in my bed
Thoughts pooling in my head
My teeth are chomping down on popcorn
I can’t feel my limbs
My body feels so dim
My brain receptors follow him

I feel sound 
I feel sight
I feel everything around me tonight

The moon man looks at me
His toothy grin widening
My heart drops all the way to my knees
My vision’s getting blurry
Oh god why can’t I hurry
I can’t remember where we began

thin mints and popcorn (DEMO)

Montell Jordan   This Is How We Do It

I post my demos here. If you want the good stuff, check out our Spotify here:
https://open.spotify.com/album/5KnGYURFmrseBk1Yp8v4TR

Space Again (Demo)

Broken Cloud Machine