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happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

lyrics:

[wavylouii]

i hide my eyes cant see me
no love just go just leave me
my hearts just grown so cold
im someone you dont know
and ill never get lost again
and ill never let you see the end
just go just leave me empty
just go just leave me empty
yeah
and ill never get lost again
and ill never get lost again yeah ay

[durahan]
x2
just go 
just leave me
im so empty
got no soul
my heart is heavy
go just leave me 
go deceive me
my souls dark
my bones are bending

[wavylouii]

got no love
got no love
got a heart made of stone
ima show ya
deep down i just want ya
if you wanna leave why dont ya
why dont ya?
and ill never get lost again
and ill never let you see the end
just go just leave me empty
just go just leave me empty
yeah
and ill never get lost again
and ill never get lost again yeah ay

prod 5head

leave me empty ft. durahan

lyrics

i just want to sit in my room and listen
to all the music that we did when we were younger
i know that times have changed
if every seconds a wave then everyday im going under

shame on me
for never opening up my door
blame it all on me

what difference will it make baby nothing at all so
i will be right here letting it all go
wait till you see me you wont recognize me
the life that im leading it helps if youre hiding

surrenderdorothy - nohardfeelings

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i dont wanna leave babe but i think its time for me to go
if you need me that bad then you should let me know

i could stay the night if you need me to
i feel the vibes that you need me to
shit dont feel right when im not with you
youre on my mind its like i need you too

[verse]
i dont know what im chasin love for
last hoe made my heart sore
but you make my heart warm
got butterflies inside my core

it fucks me up when i gotta go
hate seeing those sadeyes like youre mi amor
i get so jaded girl
you like to see me fucked up way past my breaking point

n id say you deserve better but youre no better than me
we both are terrible so its perfect, dont you see?

[Chorus]
i dont wanna leave babe but i think its time for me to go
if you need me that bad then you should let me know

i could stay the night if you need me to
i feel the vibes that you need me to
shit dont feel right when im not with you
youre on my mind its like i need you too

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

2nd single <3

lyrics 

darling our love ain't the same
still getting fog in the brain
pissed off but can u still stay
i'm longing but walking away

she wanna sit on high hopes
lie on bad copes
soon ill fly home 
soon ill fly home 

pouring in slowly
rolling up sacks
to moving so quickly
how do we do that uh baby

i see all all the skies that we’d watch go by before we’d sleep
i cant help but keep these memories locked away

baby our love was the top
made sure we’d feel in the top
like baby you're hitting the spot
baby you're hitting the spot

just take my heart
it's not the same 

she don't wanna stop, like can you just drop it, no way
like, i wanna love you, i wanna fuck you yeah aye

she coming back, back to me
i'll keep it a stack, dragging me
like can you relax actually
just trying to figure out who i really wanna be uh

i wonder why you don't say i love you anymore directly to my face
i can't even let these words out no more, just pour the champagne

'coz i wanna love without help
wanna learn to love you by myself
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind as long as i'm sane
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're s-
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're safe

love song, this a love song baby
love song, this a love song baby

pouring up champagne
rolling up fast
smoking a stack
making it last uh baby

i see all the stars but you
you
you 
are the one

homebound

homebound (jabarionthebeat)

corbin - tell me (cover)

[Verse 1]
Ein Flügelschlag in der Ferne, alles vibriert,
kleine Bewegung, die das Große verliert.
Ein Tropfen fällt, ein Meer wird geboren,
im Schatten der Ketten, die wir uns schworen.
Uhrzeiger drehen, doch die Zeit bleibt stehen,
tausend Wege, doch ich kann nur einen sehen.
Der Wind flüstert Fragen, die niemand versteht,
Schicksal, ein Puzzle, das nie aufgeht.

[Chorus]
Ein Flügelschlag, so leicht, so klein,
doch er trägt die Welt, er trägt sie allein.
Ein Hauch von Nichts, doch alles bewegt,
ein Flügelschlag, der das Leben webt.

[Verse 2]
Ein Kiesel rollt, Lawinen entstehen,
Gedanken verstreut, die Welten verdrehen.
Ein Funke glüht, ein Wald brennt nieder,
Träume zerreißen wie spröde Lider.
Die Straßen voller Staub, Geschichten verweht,
ein Wort zu viel, das keiner versteht.
Die Wahrheit vergraben, im Sand der Zeit,
kleine Entscheidungen, die das Große befreit.

[Chorus]
Ein Flügelschlag, so leicht, so klein,
doch er trägt die Welt, er trägt sie allein.
Ein Hauch von Nichts, doch alles bewegt,
ein Flügelschlag, der das Leben webt.

[Verse 3]
Ein Regentropfen, der auf uns hernieder geht,
er zeigt uns Dinge, die man sonst übersieht.
Ein Blick zurück, der Vergangenheit entrinnt,
ein Flügelschlag, der neues Leben bringt.
Ein Schatten huscht, die Dämmerung erwacht, 
geheimnisvoll die Stille der Nacht. 
Ein leises Lächeln, im flüchtigen Wind, 
zeigt uns Welten, die anderswo sind.

[Chorus]
Ein Flügelschlag, so leicht, so klein,
doch er trägt die Welt, er trägt sie allein.
Ein Hauch von Nichts, doch alles bewegt,
ein Flügelschlag, der das Leben webt.

[Bridge]
Ein Sonnenstrahl, der Dunkelheit vertreibt,
der Morgen kommt, wie ein Gefühl, das bleibt.
Im Tanz der Gezeiten, suchen wir den Moment,
in dem unser Herz letztlich alles erkennt.

[Verse 4]
Ein Sternenschweif, der den Himmel durchzieht, 
er birgt Geschichten, die niemand beschrieb. 
Inmitten der Dunkelheit blüht ein Licht, 
ein Moment der Klarheit, der die Nacht durchbricht.
Das Meer der Sterne, ein stilles Wiegenlied, 
trägt uns fort auf Flügeln, die niemand sieht. 
Ein Wispern der Ewigkeit, in uns versteckt, 
im sanften Schweben ein neues Leben erweckt.

[Chorus]
Ein Flügelschlag, so leicht, so klein,
doch er trägt die Welt, er trägt sie allein.
Ein Hauch von Nichts, doch alles bewegt,
ein Flügelschlag, der das Leben webt.

[Outro]
letzter Klang, der in der Stille verweht, 
die Töne verblassen, doch das Echo besteht. 
Ein Herzschlag mehr, ein Atemzug lang, 
so endet die Reise, zu der es uns zwang.

Ein Flügelschlag

a-last-farewell.mp3

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

OFFICIAL AMV 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDtPXEQWXls

LYRICS:

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don't, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else 
so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
fucken done, gotta run, won't be there 
for your birthday, wont be there for the first day
you find you want me in the worst way
I'm gone could of had me in the first place
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

If the candle goes out all on it's own
I guess thats how you know
It was never burning for you 
just soaking all the oxygen in the room
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance

leave me out of your mentions 
leave me out of your life
I don't wanna be on your shit
please take me off all your highlights
I know that If I was one
you would of stayed and we wouldn't be done
thanks for the text but it just hurts a ton
to know that you kinda care but not enough

streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance 
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don"t, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

Video

Surreal (prod. neverday)

She want all the money in my wallet saw it
Thought I opened and she bought it 
Wanna lay all day in the bedroom 
Pretty face LA in her head too 
Know she like her nails done when she fuck me 
Think I went and chose to accept that it means nothing
Run in place first base think we passed it when I leave  want me back like elastic

Tellen me melodies when I make her hit the high note
Think it a felony she be bad when the door closed 
Yeah I really know this is getting outrageous  
She got hella friends they really up on all my pages
Playlists adden all my names shit 
Jaded know it's only me that will work when when I feel faded
Tellen me melodies when I make her hit the high note
Think it a felony she be bad when the door closed 

She want all the money in my wallet saw it
Thought I opened and she bought it 
Wanna lay all day in the bedroom 
Pretty face LA in her head too 
Know she like her nails done when she fuck me 
Think I went and chose to accept that it means nothing
Run in place first base think we passed it when I leave  want me back like elastic

Past Life Kenny: 
Thinkin she bad She takes a line when the doors closed
Livings not bad, but it’s a lie She’s alone bro
Daddy’s got cash, but that ass Her mama chromosomes
Lenon tinted shades And her bag costs an arm (woah)
I don came from nothing So it’s nothing if I starve hoe
I know that my purpose, take some loss
make em heartbroke
I don pulled the curtains, cut em off
Now the dark gone
I can’t miss nobody, lost in thought 
Where my heart go
Hope you got yo trump check 
Rock yo body woah yeah
Dolo Leave me lone yeah
Over there, go yeah
Don’t respond to late texts
Cashed herself bank shit
I should practice safe sex
But she gave me great neck

one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

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