hey
made this in 3 hours last night
produced by @wisssery & @user-757072975
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
far away
and gone again
i ride thru city streets
and sleep
was never an option

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
driving on highways has taken enough
time is an essence that i can live without
im better now

i move on
yet it sits with me
i live enough
but never peacefully
cuz when i gain one back
its always knocked back down
i see the light sometimes
and catch an L right back around

where the fuck have my friends gone
maybe they moved on
i got me some new ones but
the old never prove wrong
im losing my sanity
in an apartment i don’t own

and my girl, she got some bright brown eyes
and i cant help but notice when she sits beside me
i feel like michael but i’m in disguise
cuz theres no way he’d ever be this happy

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
taking my life and fucking it up 
tell me about my life u know so well
im better now

better [wisssery x lavendertxwn]

spotify!

one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

wtf (poppy ozu)

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

due time w/ chriad

OFFICIAL AMV 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDtPXEQWXls

LYRICS:

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don't, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else 
so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
fucken done, gotta run, won't be there 
for your birthday, wont be there for the first day
you find you want me in the worst way
I'm gone could of had me in the first place
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

If the candle goes out all on it's own
I guess thats how you know
It was never burning for you 
just soaking all the oxygen in the room
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance

leave me out of your mentions 
leave me out of your life
I don't wanna be on your shit
please take me off all your highlights
I know that If I was one
you would of stayed and we wouldn't be done
thanks for the text but it just hurts a ton
to know that you kinda care but not enough

streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance 
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don"t, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

Video

Surreal (prod. neverday)

feat. @swoonraps
prod. feelo x polar
remastered 3/13/19

pour it up (feat. swoon) [prod. feelo x polar]

MAKE IT Sinister x pink cig (Prod. by YoungTaylor)

prod. @jkeibeats
mix & master @venaz7

lyrics:
yeah lately i remember all those times
wasted all my time on you
why you gotta play me play me
why you gotta play me play me

lowkey i've been stressed out all the drugs that im on
everything i do is so i can forget you
never getting over all the scars you left
but you always said its in my head

you talk with your friends about all the shit
see that you care you just wont admit
and i've soo stressed out
ion give a fuck anymore you text me you lie
you called me you cried you said you wanna die
ion give a fuck anymore
cause im on the same shit
don't ever call me anymore

stressed out ✨ (prod. @jkeibeats)

october (prod. 8rokeboy)

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

ssickchiara