hey
made this in 3 hours last night
produced by @wisssery & @user-757072975
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
far away
and gone again
i ride thru city streets
and sleep
was never an option

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
driving on highways has taken enough
time is an essence that i can live without
im better now

i move on
yet it sits with me
i live enough
but never peacefully
cuz when i gain one back
its always knocked back down
i see the light sometimes
and catch an L right back around

where the fuck have my friends gone
maybe they moved on
i got me some new ones but
the old never prove wrong
im losing my sanity
in an apartment i don’t own

and my girl, she got some bright brown eyes
and i cant help but notice when she sits beside me
i feel like michael but i’m in disguise
cuz theres no way he’d ever be this happy

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
taking my life and fucking it up 
tell me about my life u know so well
im better now

better [wisssery x lavendertxwn]

spotify!

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

produced by nate2timez & jxsie beats

-lyrics-

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

yeah
maybe im taking this the wrong way
flying right off of that runway
running too fast, am I wrong babe?
love when you speak, so talk babe
yeah
maybe im maybe im talking too much
maybe im maybe im calling your bluff
maybe im taking your time, like what
like what, maybe I'll take you
watch the

sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

your touch, it feels like midas
getting butterflies while I write this
you know that im doing fine
when youre walking my way
lets chill and get some Five Guys
you're singing every word of "riptides"
youre the only one that's my type
look in your eyes, I can see the

lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch

on my way!

w/ the goat @matt-kelly-115 from pet rock olympian
prod grayskies
merry christmas <3

lyrics:
just another month wasted 
on someone who’s never there for me 
i’m getting sick of your shit 
please cut the line and set me free

and its not like i don’t care at all
my stomach just cant handle all 
the back and forth
what am i asking for?
now im stuck and i feel terrible
the presence, more than bearable
but i cant afford
i think i’ll start a war

over
something stupid
convoluted
something used
when im still useless

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

i think i know what i’m facing
its a problem with sincerity
trust i know thats it worth it, i’m sure it’s
perfect, in a world thats only you and me

and i just cant decipher intentions
when you say it’s never meant to be
you said that we could still be friends
but i’ve been there and i’ve done that
we make up and go through the motions 
mess with my head
you wind up in my bed again 

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

TO THE END OF THE PIER(1)

I’ve slept in enough motels to know that the walls are thin, the radios never tune quite right, and you can feel just as lost with company as without. This song came out of that kind of night. It’s a reminder that sometimes all you have is a voice on static and the weight of your own thoughts. 

Motel Radio

OFFICIAL AMV 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDtPXEQWXls

LYRICS:

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don't, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else 
so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
fucken done, gotta run, won't be there 
for your birthday, wont be there for the first day
you find you want me in the worst way
I'm gone could of had me in the first place
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

If the candle goes out all on it's own
I guess thats how you know
It was never burning for you 
just soaking all the oxygen in the room
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance

leave me out of your mentions 
leave me out of your life
I don't wanna be on your shit
please take me off all your highlights
I know that If I was one
you would of stayed and we wouldn't be done
thanks for the text but it just hurts a ton
to know that you kinda care but not enough

streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 
I guess if I try I can keep a little distance 
streetlight kisses, tell me you don't miss it 

I can't call you on your phone, yeah 
I guess I could but I don"t, no
best if I leave it alone because 
you found someone else so I'm always at home
you just love the scene and all the bars
in between you want me it's so hard
fell for him because he knows everyone
tell your friends that I just said I'm done
I'm so alone and vacant 
you could fix it but you're so jaded 
you don't believe that it's really so real
you're scared of love so it feels surreal

Video

Surreal (prod. neverday)

feat. @swoonraps
prod. feelo x polar
remastered 3/13/19

pour it up (feat. swoon) [prod. feelo x polar]

prod. @jkeibeats
mix & master @venaz7

lyrics:
yeah lately i remember all those times
wasted all my time on you
why you gotta play me play me
why you gotta play me play me

lowkey i've been stressed out all the drugs that im on
everything i do is so i can forget you
never getting over all the scars you left
but you always said its in my head

you talk with your friends about all the shit
see that you care you just wont admit
and i've soo stressed out
ion give a fuck anymore you text me you lie
you called me you cried you said you wanna die
ion give a fuck anymore
cause im on the same shit
don't ever call me anymore

stressed out ✨ (prod. @jkeibeats)

october (prod. 8rokeboy)

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

swingsets

spotify

lines (ft. Chlo White) [prod. brody & cxld blxxd]

these are my thoughts.

inquiries: theparadoxraps@gmail.com

pour it up (feat. swoon) [prod. feelo x polar]

paradox (@203paradox)

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