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n,n. one takes

happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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Nervous (Prod Splashgvng & Milodrama)
Key Bb Major
Bpm 150

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Nervous

december

acey ii
stuck inside my hollow frame
nothing ever felt the same
doing ur damage to my brain
loves a lie man its insane

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate
everything we had cos its all at stake 
u play the victim on our last day
say if you love then, then u shud stay
even thru the hardest to help their brain

know where their heart is
never help them through the hardest
u know right where their heart is
get back no im cumming for this

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

love is a lie man
get out my face
dont wanna die yet
get out my face
am i even alive yet
to be replaced
u can see in the soil, fuck ur face

this is the end
that i been waiting for
ur the only one
that ill ever adore
now ur gone
ur in my song
giving me torment after torment
think im lost dont know where my door went
find a new path without this pain
find a new man to push ur blame

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

this is the end

vagrxnt, riprosey - hey, love (prod. IMMORTAL)

one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

lyrics

i just want to sit in my room and listen
to all the music that we did when we were younger
i know that times have changed
if every seconds a wave then everyday im going under

shame on me
for never opening up my door
blame it all on me

what difference will it make baby nothing at all so
i will be right here letting it all go
wait till you see me you wont recognize me
the life that im leading it helps if youre hiding

surrenderdorothy - nohardfeelings

wooden home

This Wild Life covers Real Friends' "Loose Ends"
Download on iTunes: http://apple.co/1TvpfHO

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/ThisWild...
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This Wild Life - Loose Ends (Real Friends Cover)

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

kerosene was not in the never,forever ep so i removed it. 
n,n has released a new song called "clarity in kerosene" this is the original version of that.
the new version: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/clarity-in-kerosene1
I’m finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven’t spoke to you since seventeen
Just thought I’d let you know you’re dead to me

I hope you choke in your sleep
While you’re dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see

So where do I go from here
You dug your own grave
I can’t believe I tried to stay
Now there’s nothing else to say

You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body, like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

never,forever - kerosene (the original)

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - unmarked grave

State champs- stick around

never,forever. - to be you

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

nothing,nowhere. - hammer (one take)

nothing,nowhere. - rejecter (one take)

nothing,nowhere. - wooden home (one take)

nothing,nowhere. - clarity in kerosene(one take)

nothing,nowhere. -  letdown (one take)

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one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

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