demo for "murder me for my sins pt. 2"
engineered by megg

lying to you

soulless blue eyes keep me from myself
for when you leave ill still be here
left to wander around the concrete farms
what do you after yr favorite harm
yr cigarettes taste like opiates
and still got nothing to show for it

ill be the ghost that cannot cry
ill be the sadness in yr eyes

lady made of gold ill do as i am told
pull my teeth out for the christmas wreath
i still dont care i never will
and i dont care why for how its been

unforgiven IIII

belly unmastered

I hope you forget me
and its better to have thought
then to have found out
in the end
my love until the end
baby
tell me everything
baby i will love you till the end and more
and ill heal whats broken for you

askyfullofstars - ill Love You Like a Dog

Happy song demo

I Take Back My Gesture of Affection

Ярче Других (Sped up)

i dont rlly have anything to say about this. when i made it i was honestly just trying to express my ether in the purest way possible for me, which is music. I didnt add words and i didnt use a 4/4 standard timing because i didnt want any limitations in how i could express myself i wanted the song to be completely me and my soul. The singing/humming is completely improvised and first take since i wanted to make it as authentic as possible, i tend to get super perfectionist and completely change everything i make and if i know others will see it i change it for them aswell, i didnt want to end up doing that for this i wanted it to be completely my own. The birds in the beginning were recorded from my phone on my daily bike ride home, i added it because whenever im on my bike in the woods by myself i feel completely free and myself, at peace, and i wanted to put that feeling into the song. The cover is of a place i go to by myself whenever i feel sad or i want to think or i just want to be at peace and see a nice view (there r cool cows there), sometimes i go there just to scream as loud as i can because of how empty it is, its another place i feel completely free and myself without judgement so i made it the cover, I got the idea to do this from "all about lily chou chou" where they describe what ether is and i tried to replicate that in real life but i cant really explain here what ether really is so i think if anybody reads this you should watch the movie "all about lily chou chou" to understand what ether means to you.. the movie is really good and it has really really good music too. I hope somebody can enjoy this thingy ive crudely made

Myether

Yourproblems.m4a

demo track from album constant strangers 

Lost It- Demo

off the new ep "murder me for my sins"
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i want to kill or to be killed 
i pet my dog as i slit his throat 
i skin him whole and i wear his fur 
to school, for looks, now i feel good 
i want to kill or to be killed 
my dog licks me as he sinks into my meat 
good boy, he wears my tattered skin 
to church, for looks, now they all know 
i trust in hell

03 wearing my dead dog's skin

Where I put the songs I dont know what to do with

Yourproblems.m4a

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