You don't know [Vuksai]

earthquake +bvrden 〔p. delone + touchthwsky + scrn〕

i try

i try 2 deal wit wat is real
but i cant feel it
wanna talk 2 u
but u dont wanna hear it
nd i got luvvv 4uu
i kno dat u kno
cant describe the feeling

nd should i give it up
if i do den u win
i rlly h8 dat
i couldnt live wit it
i cross him up
den put a spin on it
im what dey need
but dey dont see it yet
u kno ill b right there
whenever u

im waitn 4u

is there sumthn u wntd
bt cld nevr rlly have?
y evrythin i luv 
it nevr rlly lasts?
y evrythin i luv 
it always run into my past life
nd y u always steady smokin on dat ga$ like
u running away
losing control
tears in ur eyes
ready 2 roll
u ready lets go

did u see the lights they flashing
did u see the world unfold
when i look inside the glass
why u look at me so cold

hate this

last time im putting in work
i called get left in the dirt
i struggled but what was it worth
i wanna find what i deserve

ill search for what i need
and not carry ur defeat
ill try to let it breathe
cuz i cant fight what i cant see
expect me to help but dont be there
u gon complain bout the air that im breathing
tell me to trust u ur just tryna reason
i take one puff of the blunt and im wheezing
said she not fucking w me and im leaving
ill work on something that i could believe in
and trust me i believe it
and i want some goals
do what i should
to be independent aint that what u want?
not another call
not another chance
u dont wanna be there find someone who can

know what i see fit
and know what im not missing out on
im working on something to count on
its healing and im tryna find
a new path to guide me
get to moving on im trying
and running out of hiding
now im learning how to survive

just wait for the pictures
ull see me up winning soon
ull see me out of the loop
and see all the shit i can finally do
and i dont got nothing wrong u just talk
gave that shit up im so glad its gone

ill search for what i need
and not carry ur defeat
ill try to let it breathe
cuz i cant fight what i cant see
expect me to help but dont be there
u gon complain bout the air that im breathing
tell me to trust u ur just tryna reason
i take one puff of the blunt and im wheezing
said she not fucking w me and im leaving
ill work on something that i could believe in
and trust me i believe it
and i want some goals
do what i should
to be independent aint that what u want?
not another call
not another chance
u dont wanna be there find someone who can

defeat (asperr)

asylum

@rpsu @neohnq
also thx to @lifegiverr i appreciate everything you've done for me :p

lately i think im a problem
i dont think i can solve it
think im way too toxic
im always feeling nausious
drugs up in my pocket
i dont think i can stop it
js let it go and drop it
im always so obnoxious

so was it me again
was it all my fault
was it something that i said
can u not js let it go
i try and try again
but i never seem to grow
i think its all my fault

girl u kno that i got issues
with all these drugs that i misuse
got me crying through the tissue
i think that i miss you

so wont u text me when ur free
i want u here when i bleed
i think ur the one i need
i hear ur voice on repeat
i think of u can barely breathe
i think of u when i sleep
i want u right here next to me
so baby wont you come and help me see

was it all my fault (adrien +neohn)

filedump

25march

jealousy (tenshi x tec9beat)

letdown 「prod. waifu」

lotus - letdown 「prod. waifu」

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jealousy (tenshi x tec9beat)

freya