boy with luv

When I’m losing all my friends,
Starting a busy day,
Never catch the last train —
This should never feel like my day.

I feel dizzy, I feel down,
No more steps, walking streets
In an empty town.
Looking fine, looking fine… just fine.

Phone’s ringing in an empty flat,
No one’s coming,
No one’s left.
TV flashes on a shadowed screen —
I bet you know what I mean.

I feel dizzy, I feel down,
No more steps, walking streets
In an empty town.
Looking fine, looking fine… just fine.

Is this a life you’d die for?
Or just a room full of clocks with no hands,
ticking silence through the dust?
Forget the thoughts you never knew —
You never know
Which way the river flows.

And so now, you can leave your things… and go.

[Bridge]
I feel dizzy, I feel down,
No more steps, walking streets
In an empty town.
Looking fine, looking fine… just fine.

whats-up?-just-fine....mp3

"Void to Fill" is a slow-burn unraveling — 
A track about time standing still while everything inside you crashes. 
Wrestling raw emotion wrapped in echo and tension, with the quiet kind of emptiness that doesn’t scream... it just waits.
This one’s for the late nights when your thoughts get louder than the world.
🎧 Headphones recommended.
N8willstick
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Void To Fill

Pianos Become the Teeth - all children make mistakes

From the Lola's Pocket PC project
Lyrics:
That spark just kicked you back like falling down the staircase just now but coming back to life this time
Your new body is so different from the last
Who could guess a virus haunts it like a ghost in its shell

If only you saw how even if you fell to death I know
your feelings are still alive
If only you saw how uploading yourself into an android body
your life’s not a lie
If only you knew the way I see you when I think of you 
It’s Lola not anything else
If only you saw

Your near-death experience

filled 2 the brim

ugly man demo

Pianos Become The Teeth - Pensive

Yet another assignment from last year’s uni course in music production. This was the last assignment where we were to make a full song with vocals while using samples, certain production techniques, synths and drums made from scratch, among other things - basically everything we’d gone over. It didn’t have to be 100% finished, which this isn’t cause there are a lot of tweaks to be made still. The lyrics are mostly nonsense and a couple old notes from scrapped song ideas or b-sides, just to fill the space.

ugly man demo

lots of ham