The Upload

@heylog

lyrics: 
i been doin better
since i removed her number
baby im alone
dont know which one i wanted
i visit ur home
only to get high though
the drive dont feel the same
when it never thunders home
i can hear the train
it remind me that i made it safe
oh how we were close
its a shame we let it go to waste
fighting off n on girl
we werent made for eachother
i wont lose these memories
but oh man i really wanna
oh its a shame
we let it go to waste
baby heal my face
im losing everyday
oh man im done
god ive had enough
i swore it on my mom
i said i wish i was gone

i been doin better
since i went and left her
i still have ur things
including ur sweater
i can give it back?
dont wanna leave a thing behind
cause u just wished me death
i hate u disrespecting mine

i been doing better
since i ever met her
why u wanna talk and shit
dont u see its over?
i cant stand to be friends
id rather call us enemies
ur eyes oh my god
theyre the fucking death of me
i hate that ur happy
i wish u were hanging
from the fucking ceiling
cause you
fucked me up
and i cant get over it
i need some revenge

i wish i never loved her
i shoulda just left her
i was doing fine
until i fucking met her
i shouldve just disposed of u
but i didnt wanna hurt u
this is how i feel
i hope youll understand me soon

better (ft. heylog)

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtTVg5Hy2ik

produced by @skinnyatlas
vocal by me mfs
Artwork ig @misplacednotlost
Mix & mastered by @skinnyatlas

the ones who never flew

jomie & skinny atlas - the ones who never flew

This EP is about how I cope with my anxiety and depression. If you're going through something similar, this ones for you!

Walls Are Caving In

I drove all the way here for this? (prod. homesick)

Hell Scene (prod. IV & minor2go)

dreaming feat. J. Cast (prod. hayku)

unreleased nothing,nowhere track
prod jayvee?

nothing,nowhere. - sledgehammer (unreleased)

lyrics:

could you see me
living my life like a movie
on a screen?
so completely 
away from anything i've seen (before)
could you see me
finding something that could move me?
what a dream
so completely 
away from anything i'd reach (anymore)

is it too late
for me to make a change?
i'm searching here everyday
for a way to wipe you from my brain
i'm still the same
kill myself every day
even if i numb out the pain 
it won't make it go away
won't make it go away

(chorus)

too late

this kinda shit never works out 

https://soundcloud.com/nothomex

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
I’m sorry that I fell in love 
You don't gotta take me back 
No girl I never was enough 
Didn't before now I'm seeing that 

Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right 


(not home.)
Baby I’ve been trying to get it right 
I’m calling you, it’s late at night 
Your words are eating me alive 
But your smile brings me back to life 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

(bbyk9)
Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right

trynagetitright ft. not home. (prod. Caspr)

New song from my upcoming ep "2015" a very personal song

Hereditary

fell in luv only on Soundcloud cuz the sample isn't cleared :(

Fell in Luv (Prod. Stafford Beats)

night lights keep my ghosts away | prod. dead spyro

Thanks for your patience. 

Produced by Saint Tomorrow
Audio Engineer: Brody and Ciel
Recording Engineer: Ryan Brun
Written by Davy Joseph 

Lyrics:
Only if you could see how much you’re glowing,
Lovely.
I can’t focus on the road, with your cold hand on the back of my neck, 
I fold. 
Adoring the wrinkles on your nose when you laugh at the very worst of my jokes. 

Oooooooo

Darling just say the word, And I’ll take you anywhere you want to go
Just keep in mind that the northern lights lights
 can’t hold a match to the colors of your eyes
And god forbid tonight is our last goodbye
Watch you morph into the wind through the pines


Only if you could see how much you’re glowing,
Lovely.
I can’t focus on the road, with your cold hand on the back of my neck, 
I fold. 
Adoring the wrinkles on your nose when you laugh at the very worst of my jokes.

The Upload

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