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Sadboy rap

(Mini talking)
yeah, ash on my jeans, blood in the cup
pain in my chest, can’t shut it up

(Verse 1)
yeah this pain too real, too much to uphold
i just need to be held, yeah, i’m losin’ control
cryin’ in the dark with the blade on my skin
wonder if i’ll ever find peace within

(Verse 2)
yeah i feel nothin’, nothin’, nothin’ inside
ash on my jeans, heart where the mud reside
blood on my clothes, i can’t wash it clean
poison in my cup, still hauntin’ my dreams

(Verse 3)
yeah been cryin’ too much lately
wish i could feel somethin’, anything, maybe
every breath burn, every thought cut deep
these tears too heavy for me to keep

(Verse 4)
cryin’ and cryin’ — that’s all i know
blood in the wine, ash in my flow
yeah what is wrong with me, tell me please
why’s my heart always beggin’ to freeze

(Verse 5)
i don’t understand this pain and agony
why’s it always me, why they mad at me
why i get the blame when i’m barely breathin’
trapped in a loop that won’t stop bleedin’

(Verse 6)
yeah this pain too real, fuck that noise
too loud in my head, drown out my voice
ash in my cup, blood in the liquor
time movin’ slow, but the thoughts get quicker

(Verse 7)
have you ever fallen apart like me
tell me what it’s like, let me see
just so i know i’m not alone
my mind a house, but it’s not a home

(Verse 8)
i don’t understand this pain, no end
it’s a stupid reminder that i still pretend
that i’m real, that i’m not dead
but my heart’s been hangin’ by a thread

(Verse 9)
yeah i wish i was dead, if i was, no pain
no sufferin’, no cryin’ in the rain
no agony, no blood to shed
just silence instead

(Verse 10)
ash on my jeans, blood in the seams
been cryin’ since 2006 — broken dreams
just let me go, yeah, let me breathe
please… just let me leave

Screaming

Epoch meme {Birdie version}

Moestep (pitch change) meme

Bad girls

Bloom Meme (Pogo's version) Daycore

Drawkill |Animation Meme| AUDIO

~~EVERYDAY Meme [Sashley's Version]~~

Aishite

life letters : meme

Paws meme

Chime meme

~~EVERYDAY Meme [Sashley's Version]~~

aleph

EVERYDAY Meme [Sashley's Version]