A demo I finished in fall 2020. I had my buddy Dawson Chamberlain do a quick mix.

cut and tossed

hiding now is just a part of me
I can't give a sincere apology
climbing up just to fall honestly
gets me so scared that I just wanna leave
oh give anything to break from you
no I can't sit back and wait for you

dark cloud always hanging over me
i'd run but it just keeps on following
finding out who I'm supposed to be
the rain keeps washing it away from me
oh my heart doesn't know what to do
no I can't control my ache for you

hiding // finding

far from home

demo of one of my first songs i tried to write for real when i was like 21 (2017?)

Winding Road

Song written by Townes Van Zandt
Performed & Mastered By Lewis Addison Rudd

Waiting around to die

gotta sneez in ur face

clara luz

Ghost Leak

As I fall into this place
The clouds surpass me as I'm embraced
The roots stretch out with grass in hand
To pull me faster than gravity can

Like an atom smasher we fused
And my legs become your tooth
And our guts tangled a feud
As my face crashed into you

I hear your voice, it's in my bones
They form the bark that is your throne
The ocean sails me row by row
Where I'm going, I'll never know

Like an atom smasher we fused
And my legs become your tooth
And our guts tangled a feud
As my face crashed into you

Ungrounded

lyrics:
i felt her sleeves wrap around my neck
pullin me in to a new protection
and every day with you flew by
and then she took it all away just to remind me that I ain't shit
another hit and I'll be comatose
my head is spinning and I think they know
that if spend another day or night thinking bout you all alone I'm gunna need another phone

new highs, same bottoms
pullin up in vogue with ya red bottoms
fuckin with my head like that ain't right
and I don't know wanna know what your sayin bout me
but it means nothing out here
we diving straight to our fears
and every day that we held on
we found each other to rely on

the words I've heard are digging in my skin
its got me feel like I've never been
in love with you and your lullaby that you'd sing as I fell asleep inside our queen bed
and all the smiles of porcelain
could never know what we have been
and if we don't get another chance
I'm just glad we danced

new highs, same bottoms
lookin at me now like my heads hollow
she can drive me dumb with those green eyes
and god can only know what she's thinking bout me
but it means nothing out here
we diving straight to our fears
and every day that we held on
we found each other to rely on

cut and tossed

Garret Hildebrandt