10 Songs

to a husband at war

nice to see you

Poison Thoughts

CATALYST - when it’s all said and done ill be gone

CATALYST - Forget It I’ll Figure It Out

released on wolf town DIY/little l records/crust baby records in 2016

"I am everyone, always and forever"

algae bloom - we met upon the level

i close my eyes but i can still see
the world is spinning i feel the static
my heart is beating but not alive until im free, i push my fingers into your neck 
just to see if you still care, i feel the chains of my past, lacerations on my back
everything… not quiet enough for me
everything… not quiet enough for me
don’t mind me, don’t mind me
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
everything… not quiet enough for me
everything… not quiet enough for me
don’t mind me, don’t mind me
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
repeating these words that were mine but never yours
repeating these words that were mine but never yours

Hush

died at the tunnel along with all the memories we made there

Thank You DubNation! (the page will never be long enough)

4-Way Split

Bridged

Alone with My Thoughts is a raw, unflinching dive into the fractures of modern life — a heavy alternative rock record where personal battles collide with collective struggles. Each track is a confession, a warning, or a rallying cry, drenched in distortion and carried on riffs that hit as hard as the truths inside them.

The album opens with “In Search of Heroes,” a tragic yet defiant anthem about the everyday fight for dignity and decency. “Sunflowers Standing in Fire” takes resilience as its theme, turning the image of a flower rising from ashes into a symbol of unbreakable hope. “Love Rot” rips through the illusions of romance, exposing the chains, lies, and barbed wire of broken promises.

On “Imposter Syndrome,” isolation is sharpened to a blade — a robot behind a human face, lost in a crowd yet more alone than ever. “Dance Robot Dance” confronts the chaos of misinformation and the rise of machines, mocking our complacency as technology seizes the stage. “Pushing the Limits” explodes as a defiant anthem of persistence, scars and failures forged into fire that burns every obstacle away. The record closes with “My Best Friends the Dead,” a haunting reminder that the voices of the lost still speak — urging us to live, to savor, to resist the emptiness of wasted time.

Together, these songs form a cathartic portrait of a world teetering between collapse and rebirth, between despair and defiance. Alone with My Thoughts is heavy, haunting, and human — a soundtrack for those who battle in silence but refuse to break.

My Best Friends Are the Dead

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CATALYST - Forget It I’ll Figure It Out

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