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Lyrics & Music: Erin Wolf
Guitar & Vocals: Erin Wolf
Sound Mixing: Erin Wolf via GarageBand for iOS | iPad
Photo credit: Erin Wolf 
(photo description: Vase of multicolored roses on wooden table with strung lights against a wall, Wisconsin 2020)

I’m sitting here in the dark
Can’t sleep, can’t breathe
Thoughts are clamoring in my dreams
In my dreams

I’m getting lost inside
The darkest corners of my mind
Oh, of my mind
And you surface back yet again
This I see and feel

As I’m sitting at my kitchen table
Staring at the wall
Wondering yet again
Where did this go wrong
When will it end and 
This all go away

All I know is that I don’t want you to
Take up space now, love
‘Cuz you’ve shown me that
You don’t deserve my thoughts

Yet I’m sitting at my kitchen table now
Staring at the wall
Wondering what to do, what to do
‘Cuz you’re in my mind again
Come again into where you shouldn’t be

I’m sitting at this kitchen table
Staring at the wall, staring at the wall
All I want is for you, want is for you
To disappear, to disappear

Midnight Spiral

This time, my friend Andrés Rojas took "The Rain Dance", and put his beautiful saxophone/music on top of it.

ENJOY !!!!

Greetings !
Gonzalo

The Rain Dance / Andres Rojas+Gonzalo Serrano

Synths/effects: Korg NTS-1 + volca keys
Sequencer: Korg SQ-1

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Barz.mp3

I guess it's the spiritual successor to Glitch, I present DISCONNECT.

Not made anything in a while, and really wanted to get back on it, I'm hoping to have some nice releases in 2021, so stay tuned, in the meantime, let the nostalgia of this song calling back to one of my older songs get you through.

LYRICS

Instinct or Impulse
Decisions always weighing
On my brain
On my way in 
to the weigh in
I'm insane
What you saying

Can't breathe no more
Mental degradation
I don't feel like me no more
Is this life even me
Am I really a writer
Or fighter for the shit I've seen
and been through 
I need some insight or

A lighter
Just to burn away my past
Life is measured by experience
and not how long you last
So I 
Breathe deep
Can I find a line to sum all the ways that I think?
I think not
So why do I even bother
Second I pick my pen up
My mind blanks
Like it did in the summer
Disconnect

Or am I deprived?
Of a mental state that isn't even something contrived
From the mind of the devil but somehow I survived
And I am alive
And I dare to take the dive
To survive
I can't lie
I'm

Little more than the daring pretender
It's not even like my songs get played
I don't do it for the splendor
I guess I'm never meant to be
I guess I'll always be the glitch
And the wires still never meet

Disconnect (Prod. Lxnely)

602 fm 407.mp3

Well i am staring at unfamiliar ceilings and I should leave
'Cause everybody here is tripping some new drug
Except for me (WHY?)
'Cause I don't have the money
I have been thinking about letting my hair grow
I have been thinking about cutting it short
I have been thinking about dying it yellow
But I don't think I have the bone structure or wardrobe to support
That type of look
And I will tattoo my poems all over my body
They won't know who I was before
I will cut off my fingers, no ID to find me
When I am washed up on the New Jersey shore
Talk to myself too often trying hard to figure out
Why all these feelings that lie in my stomach
Are always pushing for my mouth
So I will learn to sleep on my chest
And I will learn to let things go
And I will learn to come to terms with the things that I will never know
And I will tattoo my poems all over my body
They won't know who I was before
I will cut off my fingers, no ID to find me
When I am washed up on the New Jersey shore
I'll take what I can get, I'll take what I am given, but we both know that I'll need more.
I'll take what I can get, I'll take what I am given, but we both know that I'll need more.
So much more.
And I will tattoo my poems all over my body
They won't know who I was before
I will cut off my fingers, no ID to find me
When I am washed up on the New Jersey shore

written by: brian sella, mat uychich

more, then it hurts (cover)

I don’t need em .mp3

In this podcast we get acquainted with such genres as Neurofunk and Drum’n’Bass

Pandora podcast: Neurofunk & Drum’n’Bass

We lighten the load a bit in Round Two and discuss the best lil' group on Facebook, , Star Track: TNG, The New Gingermobile, The Outside Podcast, News of the World, Ginger Jr the 1st shooting a skeet, and the cardiac consequences of Baby Yoda.

Cheer Up We're All Gonna Die

S2Ep20 - Cheer Up, We're Back From the Dead Pt 2

Disquiet Junto Project 0478: Collage of Collages
The Assignment: Make a collage that will become part of a larger collage.

Step 1: Create a “musical collage,” however you might define it, likely using the equivalent of cut and paste. When doing so, consider the sense in which your collage might itself become part of a subsequent collage.

Step 2: If you’d like your piece excerpted for a broadcast on the Austrian community radio show Kopfkino (translated: “cinema in the head,” and also available as a podcast) by Margarethe Maierhofer-Lischka, make sure your track is set for download when you post it.

Background: Margarethe has offered to produce an online segment in collaboration with the Disquiet Junto. The theme of the Kopfkino episode will be “collage.” The episode will itself be a collage of tracks produced in this week’s Junto project.

More on Kopfkino at: https://cba.fro.at/series/kopfkino

S2Ep20 - Cheer Up, We're Back From the Dead Pt 2

Cheer Up, We're All Gonna Die