snoa x zukovstheworld - credit (prod. dearest)

16 - Remix

pistol

picture perfect

This is forever.

Karma’sMybitch.

Fireworks.

Carnivore (@usaidbanko)

how it feels to lucid dream (prod kayonothumann)

i love you. 

https://twitter.com/BEXEYSWAN
https://twitter.com/geilliw

all of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement . . 
always wondered why . . 
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the . . 
TIME it ticks at least thats what we think . . 
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section . .
not because some lazy kid put me here . . 
when his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low . .

but the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock . .
snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top . . 
he took a short cut on the corner of the isle . . 
the game flew out into an unknown pile . . 

[and now Im here] 

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?] 

why am i surrounded . . 
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah im so alone . . with all these ghosts] 
x2 

i quit my job . . 
was supposed to be building but more destroying . . 
layers of myself from morning . . yawning .. 
till Im exhausted . . i got away . . 
and i know my dad is kinda disappointed . . 
cause he had a similar dream with music . . 
didnt pursue it . . he looks at me . . 

like i am deluded . . slightly foolish . .
whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. 
he sighs and switches on the tv . . 
and puts his right ankle onto his left knee . .
looking around the corners of the room . . 
he thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY.

why would i wanna be anything but me . .
i would never make anyone ever feel that way . . 
so . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place . .
now . . Im . . 
far away in a ghost town . . 
was suicidal for many months yea i lost count . . 
well . . . . didnt but . . why would i try remember?  . . 
when the only thing in my history . . 
is : 'whats the easiest way out?' . . 

rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] . .
and that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up . . 
that was the biggest sign of my life . . 
had to do it by myself with the intense focus . . 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND. 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK . . 
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY . . 

THATS RIGHT. 

BEXEY - Suicide Line Decline [Prod.Willie G]

Download: https://www.mediafire.com/file/0wjaxw0rx53d5i0/%5B2015%5D_Dark_Angels.rar/file

THIS IS THE THIRD AND FINAL REVISION OF SPACEGHOSTPURRP'S 2015 EP "Dark Angel Project." I was unhappy with the previous two iterations of this project and while it might have been annoying to have this taken down and reuploaded multiple times by now, this is the, in my opinion, definitive version of this project. Thank you for understanding.

Dark Angels

My Thang

euphoria in dystopia out now 
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