Lil Yachty - Still Here ( Broccoli Boat - Lost it).mp3

codependent lifestyle till i die
true love isn’t real true tendencies aren’t gonna happen you will find people who will come and go u learn from your mistakes and form what u see and hear , your morals our what u stand by, things that u won’t let happen in ur presence because you know its not right. relations u have as a kid will rarely last people don’t really care and just want a good feeling.. people don’t actually want you those feeling you always thought you had with those people don’t want what you want that feeling will never go away but it’s no longer a good feeling it’s a feeling of worthlessness, self hatred, true love is an illusion of an emotion the truth is i’m lost as a person as and individual, an i don’t nessescarly care for what the future has to offer in just so caught up in the past and present tryna do stuff that in the moment makes others happy, not caring about my wellbeing,  thas ok is nothing i haven’t seen an if in the long term i helped her out than i will be ok with that, but who cares i know i dont, dose someone else care yea maybe but maybe things would be better for her if u wasn’t in her life, the only thing that help YOU is drugs like u fr lame asl mfs prolly want someone that is doing something with they life and self-harm prol jus me ova thinking i jus ahhhhhhh kmssssss, i fucking hate everyone, only time will tell me who i can truly grow a form of hatred toward, truth be told even if i am upset with people i am still always kind and loving my true feelings towards others will never come to life, nothing gives me peace nor any form of any gaiety or cheerfulness any form of happiness is only temporary, everyone is only temporary and only time will tell who is live an well minded an who is fake, learn to have peace and not hatred i’m really not an upset rude person i am willing to bet in anyone and everyone u not even finna catch me hurting an ant if imma be real but everything jus tends to bother me i don’t like people at all or being social shits just stupid i got myself an ima stick with that, all i kan do tho is questions other that gain the weak part of me that i allow myself to let in and be in a part of my life.

Lil Yachty - Still Here ( Broccoli Boat - Lost it).mp3

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