NOI$E

iusedtolikeyou

Don't Ever

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CW0DUg63lqU

Fuck That

Why the fuck won't you pick up your phone?
I've got shit i've gotta tell you
Thinkin' i should go fuck on someone
but what if i don't want nobody else

yeah, let's keep it up, 
loving the way you be movin, i'm wondering if i'm even going deep enough
fuckin around with a bitch that i don't even know so imma just leave it now
yeah, imma just leave it now
-
prettygirl of death, you should fuck me while i'm numb
we be sippin til' both of us don't even fucking know
you've been poppin pink pills, now you throwin me a show
we got time to fuckin' spend, so you don't wanna go home
say you wanna check my phone, do you really wanna know? i say ''you''
you've been special for a while, let's keep it true
i've been fuckin on and off with different bitches that i know,
and no i don't want you to go, guess i was scared to find out
if you'd been pleasing my crowd
and i don't care how it sound
you prolly know who you are
say take me just one more time
i'm bout to fuck you alot
yeah

Why the fuck won't you pick up your phone?
I've got shit i've gotta tell you
Thinkin' i should go fuck on someone
but what if i don't want nobody else

foryou (prod. haruhi)

Confused

confused

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /



say solonely is a sadboy/
he a badboy/
wanna get a bitch with a tat boy/

slim thick mamacita in my lap boy/
say she wanna get to know me, yeah i'm that boy/
and she be acting like she don't know my name/
tell you its okay, i don't feel no pain/
it's after 2AM and i can't feel my face/
never wanna change, yeah i'm staying the same/
so i would never switch up on you even if i wanted to/

(switch up on, switch up on you)

now she wanna act like she never ever saw me too/
now she wanna act like i never ever been true/

shawty it's ok, just don't come and talk to me another day/
shawty it's ok, promise you i never ever feel no pain/
pain, pain, promise you i never ever feel no pain/
Promise you i,  promise you i, promise you i never ever feel no pain/

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /

i never feel okay, gotta pour me up a glass, gotta sip all night until the moment that i pass, yeah/
if i'm not okay, i got the venom in my bag, yeah/
say i take it out and then she show me all that ass yeah/
said mamacita, wanna hop up in my lap, yeah/
when i gotta leave i tell her i could carry that, yeah yeah/

said baby you could follow me right now/
tell me how you want it, we could solve it really right now/

i got the venom and you know it, say you depressed until the moment that we zoning/

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /

Neverfeel

neverfeel

Badgirl Mindset

badgirl mindset

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

And i know it's hard/
But i want you to fight on baby/
Nobody ever got me writing lovesongs baby, yeah/

But you've got me writing these songs/
And you've got me all along/

I know, i know, i know/
you're feeling like you're never gonna change/
(i know you're feeling like you're never gonna change)

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Changes

LEAVE

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

d oes
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prod. https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

the end

Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1rPAoLc1qtLgqIew0vkHyU?si=rYNXm0_UQECOzLWQAtGSKQ

Lyrics

I’ve been screaming in the dark
To find another path to walk alone
And I’ve been wishing on these stars 
To take me from this place and bring me home 

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I was fucked up from the start 
Never had a single ounce of hope 
And I’ve been counting on these scars 
To remind me of the man who lives below 
 
Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I won’t don’t that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that 

I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that
( X3)

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I don’t wanna do that I don’t wanna do that, no
No no no, I don’t wanna do that﻿

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5RtXa8nxpo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1eKqAZDp1g

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

waste of time

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

spotify

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

Music Video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LT0mNxp8om4

www.instagram.com/notemrys

prod. steezefield


White noise in my head
Im Starstruck like whats left
Wake up when the sunsets
Feel no beat in my chest


White noise stuck in my head
I cant hear what you said
Diamonds shine on my neck
Slurr my words sip hi tech


Demons all around me now they talking like my bros
But when you’re not around they aint nothing but your foes
Bad bitch tell me im broken heart angel
Had to prove point so i choked her with my halo (yeah)
She only like me cuz i lay low (yeah)
Danny phantom then i turn ghost (yeah)
Never struggle never gone broke yeah, yeah

Spotify

white noise (music video in description)

loveless

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

don't sleep on my bro @stationsix

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lyrics:

i dont think theres anybody left to save me
been barricaded in my head and i cant break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it dont phase me

i been up and i been down i feel em both
i got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, i dont float
i been craving something more, why cant i back what i promote
am i creating value, nope, and i been running low on hope

so lets pretend that i control whats in my skin
like im falling back in line without a care of tearing thin
if i hit the hay ill meet tomorrow with an honest grin
but im too terrified of shaking so ill stay awake in sin

let me breathe, capture air, i exhale and dont ask why
because i know that any breath could be my last before i die
maybe one day ill be fine and i can write just what i like
but until then imma ground myself in fear before i cry

and i dont know if ill survive the static in my sleep
but imma go until i find the undertow that pulls me deep
imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea
and when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

and i don’t think that anyone can save me
been barricaded in my head and i can’t break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

save me (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

You ain’t gotta feel so blue
I can make you feel brand new
Make love all night with you
Without you


Don’t want to breathe
Without you
Don’t want to see
Without you
Do you feel 
The same as me?


The bad path I chose
Left me stranded alone
But I never answer
When you hit my phone


Oh yeah, fight through it
All, all that I do is
Not enough for you
It’s not enough

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

follow fiftysix

unraveled - ft. guccihighwaters (prod. fiftysix)

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Sad

Desperat1on.