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Josh A - PTSD

DROWNING Josh A

I'm Slowly Killing Myself

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LYRICS:

[Pre-Hook]
Got a lot on my mind
I be going so hard
I be stepping up now
And we going real far
I be breaking my back
Every time we gotta march
Said you needed space
Now we're shooting through the stars

[Hook]
Deny my eyes
I know I'm cold
I'm losing sight
Of all my goals
I'm fighting hard
I lost control
I'm lost in a crowd
But I'm on my own

[Verse]
Talk to me
This time I'm feeling numb
Need a little bit of space
I don't wanna fall out
I be trying in the race
While you're chillin on the couch
I be puffin on my vape
Till I'm high up in the clouds
I don't wanna fall out
Back in the past
And I cannot relax
And I don't wanna feel this way

[Pre-Hook]
Got a lot on my mind
I be going so hard
I be stepping up now
And we going real far
I be breaking my back
Every time we gotta march
Said you needed space
Now we're shooting through the stars

[Hook]
Deny my eyes
I know I'm cold
I'm losing sight
Of all my goals
I'm fighting hard
I lost control
I'm lost in a crowd
But I'm on my own

[Verse]
Never knew that you needed some space
I just wanna take a break
Get you out of my face
Yeah
Running it up again
You don't wanna talk too much
Tryna figure out
You done got me on my lust
I still have my doubts
Why we always fight a lot
I don't wanna fall out
I can barely breath

[Pre-Hook]
Got a lot on my mind
I be going so hard
I be stepping up now
And we going real far
I be breaking my back
Every time we gotta march
Said you needed space
Now we're shooting through the stars

[Hook]
Deny my eyes
I know I'm cold
I'm losing sight
Of all my goals
I'm fighting hard
I lost control
I'm lost in a crowd
But I'm on my own

Through The Stars (Prod. Bmbeatz)

LaLion - Demons Screaming (Prod. LaLion)
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L Y R I C S :


Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

They go every night
Left and right
Both of the shoulders cold as ice
Hoping they focus off my life
Done with the lotus out of sight
So tell me how’s it feel (feel)
Walking through the city with no chills, counting kills yeah
I been here freezing in the summer, the sun belong to another
Like Billie Jean, I don’t feel a thing, other than rocks that under
My feet
Stay strapped on the moon
Loaded gun I've had aimed at the stars in my room

Oh
My finger tips
Bloody at the ends
I'm out of bliss
Oh 
My feelings missed
Numb me at the heart
Since like 06

This is more than pain now
Curtis feeling bane now
Run the city gas mask bandit
All insane now
Living inside of a coffin
The problem is all of the profit we take
All of us popping the thoughts out the bubbles and mixing it in with the hate

Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

They know every song
Sing along
Fuck it they writing them I been a pawn
Checking the mate I been seeing is gone
Leaving me hollow to never move on
So tell me how’s it feel (feel)
Yelling like a fucking siren drill, what's the deal
Don’t tell me you feel guilty
When all that you do, it kills me
The filthy habits of Whitney
The city never give pity
So
On your tippy toes
You expose you were never close
Running through the roads
Screaming close or get bullet holes

Oh 
My reason skips
Running out of hope
I've come to grips
Every other night my
Soul eclipse
They know what know
Cuz they run this shit

Falling on my blade with
All of us insane is
This the problem mom was saying I've had in my brain since.
I was just a kid
Who knew he seen some shit
Take another hit
Try to forget it

Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

Wait now
This is it
Never wanted love
All we need is bliss
All weve grown to judge
Wont amount to gifts
You domt wanna fade
But you've erased us




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