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Ordinary hell

dissolve

it's alright, i understand

it won't matter

she killed me on our wedding day (blood on your dress)

Something More

dive, drown, sink

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

VILE? (prod. myss)

this EP is mainly about the darkest thought someone can have in the back of their head and how much of a desperate attempt they'll do to feel "love" / it depicts how someone's thoughts can get if they don't get what they want / in this case it's some sort of affection or love that they wanna feel.

soul bound

(I bet you fell in love with the world..) 

Yeah, (you would)
Think that you Know me,
You Would,
Think that you Hear me,
You Would, You Would, (think that you hear me)
You Would, You Would,

Nothing that you tell me makes it better ever after, yeah.
Love me, now forever, girl, I swear I'll make it last for ya.
We could travel, yeah. Go to Africa.
She got someone at home, we don't mention that.

YOU WIN

“Thereal soon 
Something else 
Infinite hex 

I’ll be there in and
What you staring at  
    And your hair in it 

Wake up 
I was sleeping in my bed 
I was dead inside my head 
Had the bottle in the hand 

If I bleed cant you ask 
Where I am 
Where im going 
Idk none of that
I don’t matter 
Cuz I never ever care too much 
To try to look deeper 
 And they told me 
Love is something I had to search for 
I’ll be seeking 
Why’s it hiding from me in the first place 
Idk 
Cant you see us 
She said yeah I can definitely see us together 

Any type of weather 
Ima try to forget her 
Try to be better 
With the fire it could wet you 
I don’t leave without my metal 
Know this shit could have to 
Grow on me 
Got the pain haunting 
Don’t bother me 
Said she really want me 
Why she keep tryna lie to me 
Cant be honest 

All the things you never said 
Said you’d never wanna say 
So I’d never even ask 
Tell me where you been 
Tell me where you gon stay 
If you spend the night 
You can sleep in the bed 
Or on the floor board 
Or inside of the walls 

And they thought that I was dead 
Cuz I always wanna leave and I never stay long 
And they thought I wouldn’t left   
         And they saw theres nothing left 
When they look inside my thoughts 
Tell me that I am the best 
Then she look for the next best thing when im gone 
I guess I don’t need to stress 
If im not in first place then im saving my breath 
If im not first place 
then im not inside the race 
Yeah I left 

What is left 
Had to check my chest 
Had to see what’s left 
Oh it’s nothing left 
They done ransacked it 
They done robbed me 
They done took what’s left 
They done robbed me 
Say she love me to death 
Ima zombie 
Say she trust me to death 
Wouldn’t stop me 
Idk what’s next 
Im just walking

dissolve

eternal sunshine

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