this is actually one of the best songs ever so underrated

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it won't matter

2018

dive, drown, sink

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

I think I might die alone, my head full of Styrofoam
I'm so empty, don't tempt me, might put a bullet right
Between my eyes, grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for my rotting, rotting soul

I see disgust in my mother's eyes
is this the child she raised, trying my best, oh lord, how It aches

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Oh, you're happy on your own
That's why I can't leave you alone

I'll haunt you when you're dead, I'm haunt you, dreaming in your bed
I'm a rotting soul, losing all control, I can't let you go
Ran out of my love, never enough, I blame the drugs
I'm an empty shell, you know

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

I'm an empty shell
Couldn't see how far I fell
Put me in a comatose
Leave me there to sleep in an endless dream
As I walk this lonely road
Still read every word she wrote
Burn every photograph
Think about the past, my head running laps

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for this rotting soul  

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for my rotting soul

GRASP FOR HOPE prod. @lostangel @jaysset

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

VILE? (prod. myss)

IN LATER LIFE

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Intro
Inside I'm nothing, 
I'm nothing without you, 
I feel so empty, 
Empty without you.

Verse 1
In a crowd, I feel alone,
Chasing shadows, like a rolling stone.
Every laugh, it cuts so deep,
Without you, I'm just a memory to keep.

Chorus
Cause inside I'm nothing, just a hollow sound,
In this empty room, you’re the lost and found.
I'm nothing without you, it’s a bitter truth,
These echoes of love, they're just fading proof.

Verse 2
Walls are closing, I'm trapped in my mind,
Every moment without you, I lose track of time.
Like a song that lost its tune,
I’m just an empty heart beneath a ghostly moon.

Chorus
Cause inside I'm nothing, just a hollow sound,
In this empty room, you’re the lost and found.
I'm nothing without you, it’s a bitter truth,
These echoes of love, they're just fading proof.

Bridge
But every tear I’ve cried, every sleepless night,
Is a reminder that you were my light.
So I scream to the stars, hear my plea,
Empty as I am, I'm nothing without thee.

Inside I'm nothing, 
I'm nothing without you, 
I feel so empty, 
Empty without you.

Chorus
Cause inside I'm nothing, just a hollow sound,
In this empty room, you’re the lost and found.
I'm nothing without you, it’s a bitter truth,
These echoes of love, they're just fading proof.

VILE? (prod. myss)

SARM?

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