wilting in vain

Fine Wine (Prod. KeyZSlap)

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

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Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Rollin on keep rollin on keep figuring it out/
Feeling like im peaking but its really just enough/
You be all up in my mind just lingering it up/
Talking to myself about these feelings and this love/

And I know you feel alone and you’ve been it all day/ hate it like that so you call me like ey/
Prolly gon die if I feel this everyday/ 
Baby why you sad cause Im feeling what you say like/

Loooow life I know you feeling bad/ 
you dont gotta die cause you never take it back/
I dont want a funeral and no one ever had/
Baby keep on struggling and shit will always pass/

I-I dont want to be alone/
Can you please just try/
Cause I need you in my zone/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Why you on my mind like never been before/
I just need some time, I really need to know/
Really wanna play, fucking with my soul/
Tired of this game and everything you know like/

Why you never wanna ride with me/
All you wanna do is getting high with me/
Feeling like you never wanna set me free/
Baby why you making it so hard to breathe/

Im falling down/
And I cant really help it/
No I cant really help it/

You’re all I want/
But I cant really save you/
No I cant really save you/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

alive

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

i've been extra lonely lately, since you left.

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lyrics:
and what she don't know (and what she don't know)
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away (have gone away)

and i don't know if my heart can take it (what she don't know)
it's driving me crazy (she's breaking my heart)
it's driving me crazy
cause she don't feel the same, feel the same
she don't feel the pain, the hearts she breaks
you can't heal my soul only numb the pain (ya)

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

my feelings are in the dirt
and my hearts on edge
can i feel again my cuts the test
and when my life has come to end will she be there
cause she don't feel the same

and what she don't know
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

i no longer believe in us (prod. northeast lights x odece)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master: @itshuskai & @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

I cared too much and now it hurts
Whenever I think of you it makes it worse 
I’ve tried to push the feelings down
They resurface every time that you’re around x2

I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

Blackwater

Love's Not Easy

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Love's Not Easy (Prod. Brody)

explicit

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

comfy [reytee]

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                     *   shinigami  *
Stars apart our wings can't go that far
You'll never ever know just what you are
I've been waiting for this world to fall apart
Maybe then we all can just restart
Stars apart our wings can't go that far
You'll never ever know just what you are
I've been waiting for this world to fall apart
Maybe then we all can just restart

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ps hope who evers reading is doing okay
if any of u ecer need to chat dm me 
hope you all have a great day ...stay  strong love you all❤
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             * Alec Benjamin *
He took her heart into his hands
Turned into ashes, slipped through his fingers
It tore him apart and he couldn't stand
Watching the magic turn into cinders

So when you pull away
Don't let the memories blind you
All of the things you chase
Falling away behind you
It's something you can't replace
Chained to the love that binds you
Don't let the past remind you
She's the last of her kind
The last of her kind
The last of her kind
   
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🌕🌕🌕🌕🌕
☀☀☀☀
💐💐💐
🌹🌹
🥀
                          *    powfu  *
'Til it goes on and on to the next thing
I'm too selfish, I can't help it
Stuck in my ways, not in my place
I can't wait 'til I'm covered in velvet

Feed me fantasies
'Cause it's one long trip down this balcony, uh
Baby, get mad at me
What's the rundown
Enlighten me

Uh, uh, and lie to me
I don't like to hear about the irony
If I had a dime for every casualty
Then I'd be dumb rich, still in agony



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