She's in space, I'm in a shallow grave.

best 4 u prod. me

persona!

A Little More (prod. scotty splash)

are u ever coming back w/ @lilnarnia x @alliknowispain
MASTERED BY @lilnarnia

are u ever coming back w/ lil narnia & lil thuey (prod. relevantbeats)

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love

[VERSE / WeepingWolf]
Call it Tough Love 
Call it Tough Love
She asked for the white
like girl take a bump
Fucked off the drugs
yeah I'm fucked off the drugs
Worst day of my life but
I don't give a fuck ah yeah

[BRIDGE]
Todays the worst day but it will be alright (x4)

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

[VERSE / Anton Golden @antongxldn]
All these dark thoughts tryna mess with me
So I put them on a beat with a melody
Recently I've been looking for the remedy
Cooking up every day found the recipe

Eventually you'll leave but the drugs won't
Baby I'ma get high till my lungs blow
I've been looking at the sky now I'm so close
Tryna find my way call me Nemo... Nemo

Bitch I've been smoking
my heart is broken
Shes off that coke and
numbing emotions

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it dont go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah im a curse
and i need you now but im too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and im living out a bag tryna make bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

Druggie Romance Ft. Anton Golden (Prod By. CRCL)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

Lyrics:

Baby, you know I like to flex a lot
Pull the guala out my socks
And then I got her serving top
Baby, I know you’re fucking hearing this
Beat so dumb, delirious
Do not take me so serious
We just out here causing mass hysteria
We ain’t fucking scared of ya
Sick, I got malaria
I’m just out here flexing I do not know what to tell ya bruh
Smoking on that loud I got that shit to wake ya parents up

I been on my lonesome
Sometimes I feel like I am fucking no one
Baby, I been on my lonesome
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I feel like I am no one

But girl why don’t you just climb up on top of this
Fire when I drop the shit, she tell me I’m astonishing
Shawty giving brain I think she won a fucking scholarship
The way she shake her ass, she know how to make a dollar quick
I do what I want and I get my own way, bitch
It’s somebody’s birthday baby, let’s get fucking wasted
Take em on a day trip, bitches getting naked
Take em to my spaceship
Have a nice day, kid

I know you see me how I’m making moves
Do not talk to me I do not fw you
Sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable
She told me that she love me so I told her not to slide through

Clayton O'Hara - Lonesome [Prod. Max Taylor]

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

Follow me <3

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

la la la love me
la la la leave me
said that you'd be there
now you don't need me
la la la love me
la la la leave me
forever means nothing
when you don't mean it

I just wanna clear the air tonight
baby lately all we do is fight
said i'm sorry but you're through alright (she said)
this time i'm leavin
call you up no answer, oh
but those IG stories tell me all
never been the jealous type but now
this time, this time

I think that we are done 
i think that we are done
oh and i just can't believe you

la la la love me
la la la leave me
said that you'd be there
now you don't need me
la la la love me
la la la leave me
forever means nothing
when you don't mean it

we were never ever meant to be
wasn't right we forced the energy
made explosions from the chemistry
this time, this time

I think that we are done 
i think that we are done
and i just can't believe you 

la la la love me
la la la leave me
said that you'd be there
now you don't need me
la la la love me
la la la leave me
forever means nothing
when you don't mean it

i thought you were the one
i thought you were the one
now i think that we are done 
i think that that we are done

la la la love me
la la la leave me
said that you'd be there
now you don't need me
la la la love me
la la la leave me
forever means nothing
when you don't mean it

written by joseph mcilvain
produced by nick mira, joey mcilvain, 
aux production by colin holbrook

Love Me, Leave Me

love me, leave me

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

highschool

prod @fantommuzik

don't follow me through the dark
i'm raging from bar to bar
can't get enough
can't get enough

i know you feel the pain
you follow you know the game
its obvious, it's obvious

you turned a really sad girl to a really bad friend
now she's spendin all her time tryna find herself again
you had a really good time, was it worth it in the end
if you had another chance, would you do it all again

i can't do this on my own, all i needed was your love
you could tell me when i'm wrong, even when we're not fucked up
and god i love it when we dance, i can't tell you how it feels
there's a magic in the air, something sweet, something real

you can heal with somebody than hurt with somebody for real, for real
you can heal with somebody deserve that somebody to heal, for real

i get lost along the way, i can't see in the dark
i feel a little less broken when you're wrapped in my arms
i get a serotonin rush when we're alone in the car
i have a lot of things to talk about but where do i start

i'm angry, i'm anxious, i'm awkwardly breaking
i brought you these flowers i hope that you save em
and nothing can stop me from loving that body
i hurt you at that party, i 'm sober and i'm sorry

you can heal with somebody than hurt with somebody for real, for real
you can heal with somebody deserve that somebody to heal, for real

sucker (prod. fantom)

You only get one shot, 
You better make it count.
I was shooting for the stars but
I got stuck in the clouds.
As Above, So Below 

...

has anyone seen my mind? 
I think I lost it when my heart broke .




die with ease

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