From Mayhem To Matrimony

Tenacity

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ORIGINES PART 1 BY LACHICA

LIFE TREE

LYRICS:

Fuck bein resilient 
I just wanna die
If This fight that I’m fightin puts me in the sky 
If I don’t get a chance to say all my goodbyes 
Just know that I loved you I’m always nearby 
Fuck bein resilient 
(I just wanna die)
I’m sick of the fightin just know that I tried 
Tired of tryin so this is goodbye 
My brains a bullseye come shoot me
(Lemme die)

I mean I got a good suicide story 
Scrawny little kid I’m gettin scrutinised story
My father is a dick we ain’t a unified family
Recite all the times he’d tell me “suicide is for me son”
No matter how much I would cry 
They’d never sit and wonder why
A little kid but all he got is suicide on his mind
Kids don’t think like that ignore me 
Kids don’t think like that, normally 

Sometimes I wish that I was born rich 
If my family had some coin 
maybe I could still preform this
See this a song I’ll never play, (hey?)
I’ll never drop this fuckn track 
so if you hear this it’s to late
I’m sick of waitin at the gate (gate)
I’m doin everything I can 
But I’m still gettin chased
The voice inside of my head 
Keeps tellin me get some lead 
The view from half way down
Runs thick like red

Fuck bein resilient 
I just wanna die
If This fight that I’m fightin puts me in the sky 
If I don’t get a chance to say all my goodbyes 
Just know that I loved you I’m always nearby 

Fuck bein resilient 
I cry all night 
Thinkin if I hurt you will you be alright 
See I don’t trust myself 
Cos I’m a mess
I don’t wanna cause the stress thatI know I been causin
So now I’ll be fallin 
10 stories down 
(10 floors down)
that where the story ends 



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I hear voices in my head especially at night I become myself.. sometimes I wake up and I have a knife in my hands and it’s all covered in blood, my hands are covered in blood.. know it’s like a horror movie when you don’t realize who you killed.. I don’t know what to do with this because I don’t control myself, it’s not me at all.. I’m not scared only when it’s day outside, I’m always paranoid, I’m on pills, I always close all the doors on the key and break them so as not to get out but when I wake up my window is open.. it’s time to end this, kill me.. come on 🧸🌃

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Devil of the Night