last minute song

ooo

you say you're insecure, i say that's the best part
i wanna beat you senseless and cum in all your scars
you're a hell of a mess i could make a work of art
just give me your attention while you starve, starve, starve

ooo
(starve, starve, starve)

you say you're insecure, i say that's the best part
i wanna beat you senseless and cum in all your scars
you're a hell of a mess i could make a work of art
just give me your attention while you starve, starve, starve

ooo
(starve, starve, starve)

help me come up with a name for this one PLEASE

original banger by @melodyx_o
this song needs more covers


i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont kno why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
i know everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarayed
and i cannot feel okay
li ke
i do not have no power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed a shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

jisatsu girl (自殺) cover

i might delete this because i actually really like some lyrics but not how the instrumental turned out

also working on making an ep or album or soemthing idfk

verse: i wish i was the kewl loner type but im just a sucker that cant get anything right
all i can do is compare myself and cry i wanna die i wanna fuckin die
pre chorus? idk: every time i try i fail but u make it look so easy
i dont understand how youre so much better than me
every time i try i fail but u make it look so easy
i dont understand i dont think ill ever understand
chorus: can you give me a reason why i should even try x2
can you give me a reason can you give me a reason not to curl up lay down on the ground and die
verse 2: everyone has talent and then theres me a teenage retard thats oh so lonely
and its so kewl how ill never be anything more than an absolute nobody

umm uhh umm

Forget about me when im gone

he sits on my ass and dont work at all
no breakfast money for u bro
but he wants some girl in my house
guess i gotta tell him
i wont give i wont give i wont give 
handle ur dick yourself
i wont give i wont give i wont give money
handle ur dick yourself

hande ur dik yourself

a confession from a man who fell in love the instant he saw her and kept losing her in slow motion. he carries her like a memory in his veins.

wildfire

coldwntr suxs

uploaded my first song 1 year and 2 days ago, thank you to everyone who has listened to my music in that time



all
all of the time i wasted
wait 
waiting for the day you 
call
call me back you promised
back you promised
back you promised

i cant let go
i know
i know
i know

i
i know that im gonna 
wait 
wait for you to see me
you 
already forgot me 
you forgot me
you forgot me

cant let go

Du musst nicht perfekt sein,

shoutout @imsinsane for having this archived
listen to @blehh2 !!

if birds were real - calling out your name

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