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lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

loop this one to fall asleep

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