Unreleased track made for That Kid’s (Shelved) Debut mixtape Dial Up Diaries

That Kid - Spinnin' ft. Boysim, Wifibaby & Bubbles

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128.5bpm

Euvn - ily (ft. Gameboi) Acapella

Can You Keep a Secret? (feat. hiltuns)

🌌 out now: https://song.link/letgodemo
- 𝕃𝕐 𝕊𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕖 𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟 🩹💝
🖤 written by: https://soundcloud.com/xtra_samie 🖤
🤍 produced by: https://soundcloud.com/805enavol 🤍

Let Go (Demo)

A Cover of the classic Christmas song "Last Christmas" by Wham, but instead of giving our loved ones our hearts this Christmas, let's give them our holes! Subhanallah!

prod. by Ryan Gee

Last Xxxmas

Refbatch’s Revenge

CHASE ICON X SOPHIE - PONYBOY

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Original song by Lady Gaga

Lyrics:

He ate my heart
He a-a-ate my heart

He ate my heart
He a-a-ate my heart

Hey Marko
Let's go
Let's go
Let's go
Let's go

Look at him, look at me
That boy is bad and honestly
He’s a wolf in disguise
But I can't stop staring in those evil eyes (Evil eyes, evil eyes)

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you 'round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might’ve fucked, not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I've seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster-er-er-er-er

He ate my heart (I love that girl)
He ate my heart (Wanna talk about her? she's hot as hell)
He ate my heart (I love that girl)
He ate my heart (Wanna talk about her? she's hot as hell)

Lately
I’m tied to every bit of ya
You made me 
Act up
Look like an idiot
I’m taking my clothes off 
In the mirror 
Like this ain’t me
Oh well

Kinda wish I never met ya
Think I fucked up
I guess I fell for all your
lies disguised as falling in love
I thought that I was bad with drinking but like maybe you’re worse
They say that mixing love with alcohol 
It only ends rough

That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster-er-er-er-er

He ate my heart (I love that girl)
He ate my heart (Wanna talk about her? she's hot as hell)
He ate my heart (I love that girl)
He ate my heart (Wanna talk about her? she's hot as hell)

Should learn my lesson
But I never listen
Got your head on my chest
And handcuffs round of my wrists yeah
And I think I’m addicted
To how bad that you treat me
Got me scared with your face yeah
God damn it

I wanna just dance, but he took me home instead
Uh-oh, there was a monster in my bed
We french kissed on a subway train
He tore my clothes right off
He ate my heart and then he ate my brain
Uh-oh, uh-oh (I love that girl)
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)
(He ate my heart) Uh-oh, uh-oh
(He a-a-ate my heart)
(I love that girl)
(He ate my heart)
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)

That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster-er-er-er-er
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster (Mo-mo-mo-monster)
That boy is a monster-er-er-er-er

Monster (Remix)

Monster (FEAR OF MARKO remix)

Monster - FEAR OF MARKO (Remix)

A soundtrack for anyone who’s ever spiraled so hard they made it look like a party.
It’s the high-gloss version of falling apart: glitter on the bad decisions, disco lights on the dread, and just enough humor to pretend everything’s fine.
Shiitake Products proudly presents: emotional avoidance, but make it fabulous.


Intro
Yeah, uh
(What?)
Let’s get weird with it

Verse 1
Bought a jet ski on a Tuesday, don’t live near water
Spent my rent on crypto recommended by my barber
Got a tattoo of a QR code that links to nothing
Trying not to think about the stuff my brain keeps stuffing
Ordered forty tacos, ate like six of ’em
Signed up for a marathon, haven’t trained, I’m winging it
Hung a disco ball in my bathroom just to feel alive
Sometimes you chase the shine when you’re not doing fine

Pre-Chorus
They say “save for your future”
But the future feels far
They say “be responsible”
I’m just patching my heart

Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on things I don’t need
Trying to fill the little voids that won’t stop pulling at me
Yeah, I’ll regret this when I’m forty-three
But right now I need the glow sticks more than they need me
This is financial nihilism with a smile
Painting over every crack, at least for a while

Post-Chorus
(Bad decisions!) Yeah!
(But make it pretty!) Uh!
(Terrible!) So what!
(I’m coping!) Let’s go!

Verse 2
Started learning Portuguese on a whim at 2 AM
Quit by 2:07 when my thoughts came back again
Bought a vintage denim jacket just to feel like someone new
Sometimes you buy a costume ‘cause you’re not sure what’s true
Got a plant I’ll definitely kill, I’m trying though
Meal prepped one time, felt proud, ordered food to go
Joined a book club just to be around somebody else
Pretending I’m put-together so they don’t see the hell

Pre-Chorus
They say “think long-term”
I’m thinking ’bout now
They say “plan ahead”
I’m still figuring out how

Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on things I don’t need
Every little impulse is a bandage I can’t keep
Yeah, I’ll regret this when the bills arrive
But right now I’m clinging to whatever feels alive
This is economic self-sabotage as a vibe
But at least it’s something that reminds me I can try

Post-Chorus
(Consequences!) Later!
(But hope?) I’ll fake it!
(Logical?) Nope!
(But breathing?) I’ll take it!

Bridge
Look, I’m not saying this is healthy
I’m not saying this is wise
I’m just saying when you’re hurting
You get good at the disguise
In a “bought a sword online” way
In a “yeah I’ll show up anyway”
In a “cake on a Wednesday ‘cause I made it through the day”
’Cause one day we’ll all be dust
And nobody’s gonna measure
The months you held yourself together for all the wrong pressures
But they will remember
The little sparks you hunted
Trying to feel something real
In a world that feels haunted

Final Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on moments I can’t keep
Turning every breakdown into something bright and sweet
Yeah, I’ll regret this when I’m old and broke
But right now the sequined cloak is how I stay afloat
This is financial disaster with pizzazz
Laughing through the ache ’cause it’s all I have

Post-Chorus (Extended)
(Why though?) Don’t ask!
(Makes sense?) Not really!
(Smart?) God no!
(But healing?) …maybe.
(This is stupid!) I know!
(You’re spiraling!) Could be!
(Worth it?) Absolutely.
(Again?) I might actually need three.

Outro
Update: the jet ski’s in my living room
Feels ridiculous as hell
But at least it’s something bright and stupid
When I haven’t felt much else

Refbatch’s Revenge

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