i just want you to know who i am

it was not your fault but mine

tell me how to be in this world

song: Let You Love Me - Rita Ora
picture by black n white

wish that I could let you love me </3

invisible machinery

My Blood - Ellie Goulding sped up.
TikTok remix

And God Knows Im Not Dying But I Bleed Now - My Blood by Ellie Goulding

Rise Again is a raw, unflinching story of survival, told through the eyes of a mother who refuses to be broken. Set against a backdrop of violence, addiction, loss, and impossible choices, the song follows her fight to protect her children, face her darkest moments, and reclaim her strength. 
From police sirens and shattered nights to redemption, healing, and new love, this is not just a song about pain it’s about resilience. It’s about standing back up when everything tries to pull you under. Even in endless rain, she rises again.

Lyrics by Kelly F
Production by ZKMN

not your fault but mine

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