Healing broken records.

The problem with dating is that when it ends, you feel broken. Distraught, as the dreamland that you had built turns into a hell. You spend no contact wondering if you're doing better or if you ever will. You slowly go through the days and eventually all of your sadness leaves you. You go from spending the days wondering whether you're worth it or not and proceed to realize that you are. The confidence comes back, the arrogance comes back, and your selfishness comes back as you proceed to not only focus on yourself and slowly give yourself self respect but to notice that you are capable of love. You don't need to hurt yourself mentally, emotionally, or physically. You don't have to give your body up to feel important to someone, you don't have to give money to be important, and you don't have to be someone that you're not to be important for someone. You are deserving of love and no one can stop you from receiving. Whether people are watching what your next move is, whether people are wondering who you've turned into, and whether or not you deserve all that you have earned. The talking will never stop and the only thing you can do is let them, but once you healed none of it even matters anymore. The only thing that matters is your dreams and whether everyone see's them as fantasy or not doesn't matter. The only person that can make your dreams come true, is you. The first step to manifesting everything you've ever dreamed of, starts with loving yourself. The first step to loving yourself is to stop playing like a broken record making excuses and prove to yourself, that you are, an irreplaceable classic.

All The Things You Said (prod. Reezgy)

Erebus

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