this song means something to me, i hope you can find solace in it too ♡

prod michael harrison
inspo: @newportmotel

lyrics:
you told me every feeling in a couple words
i didn't really smile but i guess it doesn't hurt 
it's really starting to feel like i'm just at my worst
no matter how i try no i'll never find my worth
'cause i remember 13 
was a kid who was hurtin' bad 
15, finally thought everything was good at last
16, in a blink i'm turning 17
i realize that i'm still the same 
but someday 

i'll find a way out of this old house
i'll look left and right and north and south i'll find
something to let me sleep at night
'cause nothing i do ever feels so right

and that time you told me everything would be fine 
while i was dying barely breathing every time that i cried 
the next day i woke up in a hospital bed 

i never saw you again

it kills me now 
every time i think what i should have said
i end up thinking 'bout the things that it could have been 
but your indifference was something that you could not pretend 
so why do i even care?
'cause someday 

i'll find a way out of this old house
i'll look left and right and north and south i'll find
something to let me sleep at night
'cause nothing i do ever feels so right


i'll find a way out of this old house
i'll look left and right and north and south i'll find
something to help me sleep at night
'cause nothing i do ever feels so right

find

i added the skins intro/outro and extended it

I miss you and im at this point in my life (extended)

jaydes - lucifers favorite color

<3 by @vythe
https://instagram.com/vythex3

(Lyrics:)
i get too abrasive
girl ik u been sad
yeen gotta tell me how tf yr day went

i just got a new whip
crashed it on the curb 
now im on the pavement
noose tie for the hangtime
i love you, long time <3

i love you long time
boy i really wish you was all mine
i miss your touch girl and i rlly wanna fuck you all night

let a nigga pull up
you dont gotta have clothes on
know them niggas did you dead wrong
i can be the shoulder you can lean on
it feels like you love me way more when i leave
i hate every summer, it feels all the same.
paint my room red
every damn day i wanna be dead

aint nobody gon give a shit til dirt's on your head
if you fuck w me ion give a fuck put dirt on my name
all you bitch niggas be dickridin just to run up no plays

i get too abrasive
girl ik u been sad
yeen gotta tell me how tf yr day went

i just got a new whip
crashed it on the curb 
now im on the pavement
noose tie for the hangtime
i love you, long time <3

i love you long time
boy i really wish you was all mine
i miss your touch girl and i rlly wanna fuck you all night

vythe - heart

mental *all plats*

Nino paid- pick me

wok x poor4four - Back

think of me *all plats*

sometimes i wanna end my selfless
actions, that always end up ruining me

i know that im nice, and it hurts you deeply
but i just needa fix my self

i wish i wasnt broken like this
i wish i wasnt broken like this
i wish i wasnt broken like this

broken (prod.bowsa)

Business email: trevoryini@outlook.com
poor4four on all plats