heylog slowed

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

w e l c o m e f t. h e y l o g

original song 
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/eleven
heylog

lyrics:
so how long has it been since i saw you
it was right after summer when i was leaving ur place
and i knew right then and there i won't be okay
wipe the tears from our eyes, everything will be okay
do u believe in love cause i'm having a hard time
believing myself, let's drink to that and raise my
cup and make a toast to us lonely people
at least we know we'll forever be peaceful and so i been
counting months it's almost eleven
since we've talked and showed u affection
i'll never have anyone to connect with
like we had or the feeling of commit
maybe this time i'll go up to heaven
getting weaker by the day, pain just pressing
thinking what to do with my life, it's depressing
thinking i'll always be alone, i expect it

on my arm, you look with dissapointment
i knew it was wrong, trust me won't do it again
u made me feel alive, i thank u for that
now i got a heart that has no light in it

heylog eleven (slowed)

original 
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/pleasure

lyrics:
swear i could throw up if i keep thinking of you
you disgust me and i guess u wanted to prove
that ur shameful you gave it all up for him
just some pleasure to receive from a little bitch
i need to let it go
but it haunts me to my deepest core

surround me in this darkness whom i spare
there is plenty more for you so join me in here
i need to let u know
that u disgust me
and i can't look at u no more
get myself to do things but i never wanna do them
once i go outside i'm proud i got myself to do it
you disappoint me to the point i never wanna see you
your motions say it all from what you n him have been through

now ur shameful you gave it all up for him
oh just a finger to receive between your lips

heylog - pleasure (slowed)

original song 
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/us-2

Heylog - Us (slowed DownDaycore)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/this-is-where-i-belong-1

Heylog - This Is Where I Belong (slowed)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/i-think-i-made-a-friend-2

heylog - I Think I Made A Friend - (Slowed)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/coincidence

lyrics:
(keep thinking that i'm stuck
falling from the sun
you found me in the mud
can you tell i've had enough)

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
i left it and our home
i feel u getting closer, hoping i can fix
your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
i'm sorry i'm such a bother, i probably ruined this
i don't know if i should call her, just saying that i miss you
but i'm confident that i got her, talking with her lips
took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
my mouth is filled with water as she take another sip
i don't know if i should stop her, trying to convince
that ur not even fair, do you think this is a game?
scrunching up my hair, do nothing how am i drained?
why do u even go? when this party's filled with hoes
MY STOMACH DROP, NERVOUS NELLY
TWISTS AND TURNS IN MY TUMMY
oh down another bottle it's her 3rd now
getting wasted quick
i don't see a point in this
turn towards a drink
baby let me tell you it ain't gonna fix a thing

i don't know if i can do this
continue making music
i've grown to be something
and i don't wanna lose it
i'm feeling all this pressure
they want me to start over
but that ain't gonna happen
i'll continue being a loser

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
left it and our

breaking out of my shell, tell me how do u do this
these stories that you tell, aint no coincidence
forgot how love is felt, you reminding me of it
don't need u to compel anything ur not comfortable with

(i'm not done yet)

my iris glistens, she told me "im amazed,
i've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
hard to listen what did you even say
going fast it's too late to hit the breaks
getting stabbed busy drowning in a lake
on dnd i promise i'm not okay
associate with no one just only me
talk to people trying not decay

heylog - coincidence (slowed)

underdog (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me

lyrics:
Was it because I didn't try enough?
Or was it all because I cried too much?
The rosy tint ain't high enough, you didn't hide your bluff
You kept it straight

And Em babe I'm sorry
For treating you harshly
Don't say you want me
Just tell me you love me

I'm nothing
And you made me something
See what I'm becoming
Heart gets to jumping

You, I don't want to live in doubt
I don't want to lose you now
I just want to be around
I just want to see my spouse

I just want to be in your house
I just want to see your couch
I just want to be around
Be around

I just want to stand by you
I just want to stand by you
I just want to stand by you
I just want to stand by you, by you

(yeah, older, 1, 2 3)

As the days go by yeah my mind's getting older
Heart's getting colder I'm pissed
And I watched you leave me all alone
You said, "it's time, I take you home"

God!

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
I want to stand by you
I just want to stand by you

More than anything
Hear me when I sing it's the truth
I just want to stand by you

(I just want to stand by you)
(I just want to stand by you)

I just want to stand by you

memory lain

stand by you

produced melon

i'm always so boring
can't keep up, i'm sorry
when i tell her my story
she's not listening
oh she won't give a shit
about it

it should be okay
but i can't seem to cope yet
makes me ache, feeling hopeless
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

i know about my flaws
i'm far from enough
maybe worse than you thought
but my heart is all yours
you could smash it on the floor
but it would still belong to you
its you who i really adore (who i adore)
now my heart gets cold just like the north (like- like in)
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

fast

p.shvde
(lyrics)
tryna pick up the pieces
ik baby they don't think ill be shit
fuck this world I want off it
top shelf baby ill smoke till I'm falling
bitch I'm living
fuckin my decisions up
on a mission rather die before i take the prescription
numb the feelings
used to being not enough 
on my third refill ion even feel a lil bit drunk
who have i become
ive become
mess of a son
I'm a fuckin mess of a son
(liveleek)
i take this pink 50 now i feel alright
need you to stick with me 'cause im by your side
i know this world ain't fair
my best advice for you is just to live it without care
my world froze over when you left, you left
encounters with my demons yeah i swear i feel so dead, so dead
i can choose to never be you instead, instead
but none of it could matter 'cause i know that we're dead

remorse (w/liveleek)

encore

🌿 Music for your yoga practice. Notes as prayers, rhythms as heartbeats—for stillness and flow.

heylog - coincidence (slowed)

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