Everything at once 🌎_part3

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w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

spotify

pathetic ft. residential

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and heylog
w @heylog

im losing faith and abilities
i wish i was brave im never at ease
what did you say to me
nothing was made for me
nothing went the way of the willow
ill sit right here and wait by my window

picking leaves for you to see
i hate these trees when i cant breathe
im sick of me i said too much
i hate myself not scared to crush
im not scared to crush
i hate myself
not fair no touch
i did this to myself

come destroy me now i rlly wanna know
i locked inside your arms
i hate the way it goes
im locked inside a farm 
while u remove his coat
ive never had the time 
to let anyone close

heylog:
just a log and a tree standing open in fields
rough times for a being if u don't know how to heal
kill me lover, push below the ground
oh i can't stand it here, not even an ounce
oh you
oh my
come back
to my side
i dont know myself
dont go ill stay and get help

no i dont miss you
hate what u done to me
say that your in love me
200 hundred days
where i would see you
i made a mistake
now i cant see you

fields w/heylog

heylog - if this was the last time

𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬
prod. kais
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt & https://soundcloud.com/heylog for getting on this with me <3

lyrics:
(kais)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

(skele)
ooooo
there’s nobody here 
anymore 
look around
oh i wanted 
to feel 
you breaking down 
grab my throat 
need to feel something 
blood soaked house 
it won’t let me leave
scars won’t show 
but i feel them bleed 
n if i don’t choke 
would you be proud of 
me 
of me

(heylog)
don't look back at me
forget everything
hearing high-pitched rings
hanging by a string
I look up
what have I become?
oh god, you tell me to run
rooftops hidden by the snow
every limb appears white
and your body sits and glows
it glows

(kais, skele, & heylog)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

bound

bound w/skele & heylog

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

prod by me
@melonsly

- lyrics -
- grasior -
see me in the garden of Asphodel
laying dead in what feels like hell
you got me feeling phsyco
hitting all my high notes
just a shell of what i used to be
got me runnin round in circles
hurting those i wont know
why am i such a lie
am i worthless
cause i dont want to be me
fall apart one day
no you don't want to see me

- melon -
no, im not moving in circles
yeah im not moving at all
cant even look at these out there 
breaking me down
but i run to you
and now even you're fucking gone
you're gone
you're gone
hurt me again
why do i care that much
i hate myself
im crushing down under the weight

asphodel ft. melon

prod by me

- lyrics -
walking all the way back
you decide my last
to feel some i never knew
jsut to push me into some you drew
never thought id be so true
every night i see you
wonder if i was too good to you
sit n smile i was overdue
for me and you

whats the cost to get your love back
when in your life theres such a crack
bleeding out no ones ever there
call em up but they are aware
spoke to much youll never see the near
causer all you do is bring us fear
never ponder loop around in sphere
tryna live but its been your year

all i see is red you broke me into mess
your voice bring out the near of death my dear
try to look but see the shadows
bring life to some so hollow
disbute all that you saw
cause it showed who you are raw
cant tell by how you look
brought back frpm once within
lingerd soul that felt so shook
a cry for help for what you took

whats the cost to get your love back
when in your life theres such a crack
bleeding out no ones ever there
call em up but they are aware
spoke to much youll never see the near
causer all you do is bring us fear
never ponder loop around in sphere
tryna live but its been your year
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flower petals ✾

aware

prod by me

- lyrics -
i know you feel ashamed of me
bloodstains drawn on everything
love was never meant to be
but parenting was hard to see
and i know you wouldnt like what i wanna be
your life was so preassues when i wernt a thing

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

but i lost everything jsut seeing you
your no father did you follow yours
taught you lessons oh you followed far
got another does he know im far

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

no i dont want to think
but everyday i do
you crubmled in my life
to be seen by someone new
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand

i spent way to long
trempling in thoughts
could life be different now
so real i should've drowned
but im back on the forecast
weathers dying but you knew that
decade gone what a news flash
gonna be shit fuck you from the past
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flower petals ✾

crumbled

prod by me

- lyrics -
lay in my arms
cry your heart
i said you would love me
i thought i desired
so let me breathe
ctrl, alt, delete
i said, you said, i said
i said, i said, you said
it hurts
to know i did wrong
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flower petals ✾

breathe

prod by me

- lyrics -
am i one to be who i am when i stand in place
i can count the times that I've failed to make a friend
i can feel the world wrap around my head
ponder thoughts to i wanna shred myself
shred myself

sent a couple texts and i started overthink em
unsent what i said, I'm so scared to be an anker
im sure what i said, would only make em sadder
i should be alone, just know it cause i felt it

i spent lost, at own cost
am i still in need
lost love talks, not enough
to be one who feels free
to cry lot, there's no stop
a substance lies in drugs
what i wear, has my tear
in instability
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flower petals ✾

instability

**«تهرانِ خاموش»

(Tehrān-e Khāmush – Silent Tehran)persian urban, tehran noir, iran indie, farsi alternative, persian underground, iran songwriter, urban iran, moody persian, dark urban, tehran nights, shahr vibes, rain ambience, minimal guitar, spoken vocals, iran diaspora, sweden persian, norway persian, usa iranian, la iranian, nyc iranian, middle eastern indie, poetic persian, cinematic persian, ambient urban, night drive music, cold city vibes

track-1-—-شب‌های-تهران-(shab-hāye-tehrān-–-nights-of-tehran).

中文音樂描述

**《暴富能量體》**是一首把「快速豐盛」與「穩定承接」放在同一個呼吸裡的宇宙系 Lo-Fi 說唱。
75 BPM 的溫柔律動，像穩穩的心跳，把焦慮放下、把信念點亮。
暖毛氈鋼琴與柔和電鋼琴鋪出厚實卻不壓迫的和聲，低頻乾淨、像財務地基一樣可靠；
細緻的 Lo-Fi 鼓點與微量黑膠質感，讓節奏安定又耐聽。
空靈 Pad 內以極低量融入 432Hz + 528Hz 的氛圍，
搭配微光琶音與撥弦合成器，像「金幣化成光雨」緩慢落下。

這不是躁動的暴富想像，
而是一種平靜、清醒、能長久留住好運的豐盛頻率。
適合專注、寫日記、睡前放鬆，
也適合你在金錢與自我價值的練習中，
把自己調回「值得、穩定、富足」的狀態。

⸻

English Music Description

“Sudden Wealth Energy Body” blends cosmic calm with conscious prosperity.
Built on a soft 75 BPM lo-fi groove, the track turns “fast abundance” into something safe, grounded, and sustainable.
Warm felt/soft electric piano chords create a lush, reassuring bed,
while a deep but clean sub bass anchors the feeling of financial stability.
Gentle lo-fi drums and subtle vinyl texture keep the vibe smooth and focus-friendly.
Airy pads carry faint 432Hz + 528Hz atmospheres,
and sparkling arpeggios drift like coins turning into golden light.

This is not aggressive hustle energy—
it’s quiet confidence, a nervous system that feels supported enough to receive more.
Perfect for focus, journaling, intention setting, and calm wealth rituals.

Sudden Wealth Energy Body

this track was produced by @nevrfall

lyrics:
i dont think this is my time
place my feet i feel alright
missing all your face again
15 pounds help sleep at night

life ur body, dont feel ashamed
i still feel u miles away
i still feel lonely when im with you
all these people around and i miss you
i dont think this feelings right
caught your stare as we locking eyes
i dont know who these people are
bandages gotta hide my scars

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶?
𝘰𝘩. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸...
𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨

I BARELY KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THESE WOMEN ARE
I BARELY KNOW WHO THIS BITCH IS
BABY JUST HOLD ME ITS GETTING DARK
WHERE I AM 2 HOURS DIFFERENCE
NOW WERE APART EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT
NOW WERE AFAR EVERYTHING FEELS DISTANT
IN 4 YEARS
will we still be kissing?

i dont think this is my time
place my feet i feel alright
missing all your face again
15 pounds help sleep at night

miles away (p. nevrfall)

this song was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog

lyrics:
im popping all my cells
where are u now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay on here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that ive always feared

ur easy to fall in love
i honestly cant get enough
get enough
but hey
youve pulled me away
from the bullshit and pain
i hope that i could do the same
i never been on this page
but tell
tell me this is true
i cant stand being lied to
but you
you wont admit
all the things you did

someone put me in my place
im tired of my mistakes
are u sure wanna love me
baby its too late
i just wanna lay with u
fall back in my dirty shoes
no one even has a clue
i like u cause u think im cool

ur skin and bones feelin mine
thrift shirt reflect off the light
clear frames with big pretty eyes
pretty eyes
but wait
will i see u today?
i already miss ur face
can u call me by my name
i cant go another day
but i
i was in need for your love
i guess i asked for way too much
but you
you wont do shit
you stole what i gave

heylog - if this was the last time

t7ae

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