i have this scheduled so don’t expect responses for a few days 
I'm fine as of writing this i just cracked under the pressure

Lyrics:

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

talking to myself and my body on the weekend
i choose to go under i love the fucking deep end
i don't really feel it could u see it in my eyes
as i reach my breaking point i rlly realize
that i'm coming down the freeway at existential speeds
i'm not slowing down till the trees need a replant
as the windshield caves in i can taste the pesticides
and the grass punctures my skin as i shatter up my spine

it doesn't matter how ur feeling just grind

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

135 (canyouseetheghost)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/nothomex/not-home-welcome-ft-heylog

heylog - welcome

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS 

Stop my heart
Dont fear this
Stuck all day
Cant see its
Too unclear
My feelings
Wont fade here
Im breathing
And im sleeping til my eden
Keeping distant
But you stay here
I been waiting
You wont change things
Just to fake things
Just to breath near
When im creeping dont be thinking
That im drinking and Im safe here
Cuz im dreaming about dying all the time
You dont like on what im thinking all the time
All the time you wont ever say
Cold fresh air
Vomit pitch black
Im back
Two seconds
Might just relapse
My last
Im checking all of my thoughts on facts
No guessing
Got me on form like that
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Got my fucking signs
I dont wanna lie
Darling girl your fine
But i dont wanna do this again
She wont like the way that i am
Cuz i be sending it to voicemail

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Spotify

VOICEMAIL

sad how you thought feat. hiraeth

produced by jpjp
vocals by hiraeth

original song: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry/flawss

lyrics:
waking up, at least im by your side
cause when i fall asleep i know im only down one flight
and oh my voice starts shaking when i say goodbye
whys it such a strong word, no it doesnt feel right

you can see all of my flaws in this light
and still say you love them and tell me im fine
that dont make sense no i dont feel alive
i couldnt love me even if i tried

all my friends forgot me and left on their own
its such a small town and i dont fill any hole
maybe know me by my face but they dont know me at all
and its so bloody rubbish getting stamped on the floor
if only you could see how im the centre of it all
youd get why i keep leaving dont reply on my phone
maybe know me by my face but they dont know me at all
and its so bloody rubbish getting stamped on the floor

so where do i go
im sat here alone
and my bodys gone numb
nobody
nobodys enough
so how could i be, worthy of you
i dont understand now im always confused
in truth
im obsessed with you
dont move
dont move
it feels like were fused
and i dont wanna risk our welds getting loose
so ill practise for years with a solder and glue

hiraeth - flaws remix

Cope

Cope w/ hero And Kbackwood$

prod blocktane and nate2timez :)

lyrics
(overtired)
talking to myself cus i need a friend
i can’t save myself from the bitter end
and i can’t pretend
i can’t pretend
that i was better off back then
numbing all that’s left
till i don’t feel a thing
forget and move on
they’ll miss you when ur gone
i will watch you burn
in front of my eyes
i lie and i lie
to keep myself alive
why do i try 
nightmares 
stuck in my bedroom im feelin paralyzed 
and i can’t breathe without u
(brecken)

i cant fight for you if you dont want me anymore
i want to think its true but i know you dont know your worth
chop it up then well be loose and chillin on the floor
walkin out ur room like how the troops do in the war
i think its awful if ur missin me
too many problems with my enemies
i dont want you guys to leave me in the background 
so ima stick around until i find some flat ground
oo
i knew it was over from the get go
but i just couldn’t let up off the pressure
if i have to let you go its for the better
its whatever

cold weather 

short temper

ill forget her

dither (w/brecken)

First single off "The Same Color As Fall" hope you enjoy!!!!

heylog - welcome

t7ae