stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

don't got a whole lot to say, I guess I'm one with the pain now
dont leave my house without a blade, I guess we're one in the same now
dead presidents live in my safe now
suffocating me i just need to breakout

breakout. they think im insane now
pull up ak with a mask get a payout
got big bands in the safe now
got big bands in the paypal
damn hey
like damn straight
my team be chill in the safehouse 
all my brothers took the same route 
all my brothers getting paid now

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

lmk (+thislandis)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/nothomex/not-home-welcome-ft-heylog

heylog - welcome

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me & AC Eaton

lyrics:
Always feel like there's somebody watching
All these eyes and attention
Seeing the fiends yeah they're crawling
Think I might just let 'em live

3:45 and I think I'm off a bean
Trips to New York, me and Ash outside the street
5 missed calls and like 3 texts
Said you needed more space, man it depends

Claiming that I work too hard, but I barely started
You were half the reason on why both of us departed
Saying that "I need you" but you never put your part in

But how you loving with no heart?
Saying you're the smartest
Saw you coming back when I just got a song that charted
Paparazzi taking pictures of me at the market

But I can't deal with all the fakeness
You just saw me as a payment
All the time that you just wasted

You just see me now I'm famous
Couple songs inside your playlist
Now it sucks to see I made it

Never thought that you would fake it
All the things you got me facing
Can you stop with all the chasing?

Claiming that I work too hard, but I barely started
You were half the reason on why both of us departed
Saying that "I need you" but you never put your part in

But how you loving with no heart?
Saying you're the smartest
Saw you coming back when I just got a song that charted
Paparazzi taking pictures of me at the market

Was it really all my fault
For giving you a chance?
I know you're happy
But it isn't me that's your new man

You say you miss it, so why you're trying to run?
I don't get it
It's safe to say I've had enough

I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

But I can't deal with all the, fakeness
And you just saw me as a, payment

You're saying that I work too hard
Well honey you barely just work at all
That's why we couldn't work it off

memory lain

fakeness

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

i fed your appetite
i ran out of time
i can’t wait for this
headache to rewind
strung out on your bed
you’ve got nothing left
i bore witness to
things you never said

i’m never safe
but you wanna relate
trust me, you don’t want this
itch inside your brain
you think that i’m a fuck up
but i can’t retaliate
we both know you’re right so
why do you wanna stay?

i really hate
the way you try to berate
everyone who tries to get inside your brain
guarding yourself off will only punish ones who stay

forget all the rest
i’ll go back to sleep when i’m dead
you wanted me open and honest 
but now i’m stuck lying with every breath
i’m sick of this world that i’m in
indulging in cardinal sin
waiting for another window 
so i can insert myself in

but let it be known
i’m doing this under duress
i vacated all of the premises
you can be certain that it’s in your head
you said i’m not going nowhere
do you even realize i’m there?
i’m ready for whatever comes next
my blue eyes are catching your stare

i got that envy and it’s building tall
search for a pill just to kill the withdrawal
make up your mind, please, once and for all
i hope that i don’t come off too banal

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

banal

I feel the same way that you do
But I mind my business baby I jus stick n move
U love being petty wen im acting stupid
Told u I’m sorry idk why I do it
You dont hear me out whenever I want
And I dont give a damn about anyone else but
You 
You

You been trippin on me like u dnt got no options
Tryna rip my heart out bb tell me wen u plan on stopping
Eh oh I’m back in my mode I’m back in my zone
I’m tryna fuck it up ima keep goin
My lil brudda jus told me im on hmm
Rlly ion even feel like im on
But I jus got $20k yea this morning
My whip got an app for alarms Issa foreign
Imagine a bitch tryna tell me im boring
U don’t needa huh to see where im going
She a vibe but she not that important
I wake up everyday thanking the lord
I live the life that I want And I don’t give a fuck
So don’t look at me for no remorse
Ik they talk bad behind close doors 
and they’ll probably do it wen im a corpse 
Its alright tho im good baby I hold it down of course
And anything standing inside of my way 
I knock the shit down this world is my course
U gotta
Pick up the pace
She put in work no minimum wage
I’m not here to play 
ima slide in the Porsche or the wraith
And the only thing that ik
Is that I don’t wanna let u go
No not tomorrow not today

I feel the same way that you do
But I mind my business baby I jus stick n move
U love being petty wen im acting stupid
Told u I’m sorry idk why I do it
You dont hear me out whenever I want
And I dont give a damn about anyone else but
You 
You

nice knowing you [p. oliverr_01]

french in the east (branwen) (snippet) 9/22/23

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

heretic pain

heretic pain (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

lyrics


under the sea
im growing barnacles out of my feet
ocean turns red from how much i bleed
sea on my skin is turning green
pushed over the deck and i sank
i wouldve rather had walked the plank
all of these faces are showing up blank
on this id rather feel some pain
so i know im alive

the creatures had taken both of my eyes
flakes of my skin were drawn by the tide
im unaware of the last i cried
cant even tell if i live or i died
but ill still survive
and still i fight
for nothing

hands tied by
cables i
wrapped up in
when under
so im trapped here
under wraps dear
its intentional 
i swear
they had known 

im tryna find a way out on my own
the coral that surrounds me has slowly become my home
fish come by just picking at my bones
atlantic waters guide me and my soul out from the cold

under the sea
im growing barnacles out of my feet
ocean turns red from how much i bleed
sea on my skin is turning green
pushed over the deck and i sank
i wouldve rather had walked the plank
all of these faces are showing up blank
on this id rather feel some pain
so i know im alive

Barnacles (p. hollowprpl)

soundcloud exclusive (for now?)

produced by @31sentinel

enjoy :>

lyrics:
and i swear i get fucked up
like
every time you fuckin text
but i know in the end what its like
so i beg that you just

JUST SAY ITS ALRIGHT
IT MAY TAKE ALL NIGHT
HOW I PUSH BACK YOUR HAIR
IF ONLY THIS SHIT WAS FAIR
IF ONLY I WAS AWARE
OF THE SHIT YOU'D COMPARE ME TO

WISH THAT I WAS ENOUGH
OR AM I WAY TOO MUCH?
I CAN HANDLE THE TRUTH
ITS BETTER THAN BEING LIED TO
and i walk a long way
i know i shouldn't stay
is it all gonna be okay..?
is it all gonna be okay...?

ONE DAY
I'LL SAY
JUST HOW
I FUCKING
HATE YOU

JUST SAY ITS ALRIGHT
IT MAY TAKE ALL NIGHT
HOW I PUSH BACK YOUR HAIR
IF ONLY THIS SHIT WAS FAIR
IF ONLY I WAS AWARE
OF THE SHIT YOU'D COMPARE ME TO

JUST SAY ITS ALRIGHT
IT MAY TAKE ALL NIGHT
HOW I PUSH BACK YOUR HAIR
IF ONLY THIS SHIT WAS FAIR
IF ONLY I WAS AWARE
OF THE SHIT YOU'D COMPARE ME TO

[disconnect </3]

heylog - welcome

t7ae