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Feeling Numb (ft. autrioly)

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6b1yOFDz8vw&ab_channel=ghosthands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/54MWA7CavlcPMlrtFsyvOl?si=b4514809560142ba

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Lyrics: 
"Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
Turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got
Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
Turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got

You had what I wanted It's gone, gone, gone
I hardly was honest for so long
Guess I probably should better myself
If I don't then I might need some help
So I'm up late, working on it
Give my everything and beyond it
Don't know why I try
Being the nice guy
Might just give up on like everything and show them what I'm not
Everything you said to me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
I turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got

Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
Turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got
Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
You make it too easy to forget what I forgot
The enemies a friend of mine don't put me on the spot
If only you could be an alibi for everything I lost

What's that in my Hi-C? This ain't very like me
I remember days when they would step on me like concrete
Said she miss the old me, well you don't know me slightly
If I come running back then they gone put me at a loss
Everything I gave away you don't know what it cost
Had to buy the Cullinan she only wanted Voss
Staring at a blank screen
Nothing left to watch
Benzo got me antsy
Crossed the line I'd never cross
Everything you said to me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
I turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got

Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
Try to put me in a bubble but I'm far outside the box
I've been working double just to show them I could pop
Turn the devil on my shoulder to the best friend I've got
Everything you thought of me is everything I'm not
You make it too easy to forget what I forgot
The enemies a friend of mine don't put me on the spot
If only you could be an alibi for everything I lost"

written by: @moethekiddd
produced by: @prod.sundwn

EVERYTHING IM NOT

EVERYTHING IM NOT (prod. sundwn)

produced by Boyfifty & Autrioly
cover art by po9t

-lyrics-
i said its all my fault, cause my backs against the wall
but really she's the problem, she don't listen when i talk
to be honest after we fight, i'm out just kickin rocks
i have a hard time coming to terms with what i lost
I do not ask questions, just keep my eyes forward
tryna hold a conversation with her is torture
she'd rather fight me, than fight in my corner
i'll end up on dateline, she would still mourn herself

sometimes i think bout a wedding ring
then she pulls away cause she hates everything
take a break, then break up, our heartstrings
im so stressed over something i can't see
sometimes i think bout a wedding ring
then she pulls away cause she hates everything
take a break, then break up, our heartstrings
im so stressed over something i can't see

sometimes i still think about us
told me to stay then shes putting me in handcuffs
i dont respond, and now we dont talk much
except when she asking me for 10 bucks
penny for my thoughts? nah girl thats 50 bucks
honestly im thinking that im glad that you were'nt enough
cause now i know my worth, thats a topic u ain't pickin up
i can see the look in your eyes, the jig is up
now i got this music and i got my 15 minutes fame
life gave me lemons so im squeezing out the minute maid
i hope it rains, let it rain
let it rain

sometimes i think bout a wedding ring
then she pulls away cause she hates everything
take a break, then break up, our heartstrings
im so stressed over something i can't see
sometimes i think bout a wedding ring
then she pulls away cause she hates everything
take a break, then break up, our heartstrings
im so stressed over something i can't see

Stressed Out (boyfifty x autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

(O-ooh-oh
O-o-ooh-oh
O-o-oh
You're the puppeteer
That plays with me, and my heart
You got my heart
You got my he-art)
You got my heart (heart)
Tied to a string
And won’t let go (go)
Tell me you love me I don’t know
What to believe
You’re the puppeteer
That plays with me and my heart
(With my heart)
You’re the puppeteer
That messes with thoughts and my emotions
Causes commotions to move the oceans
But I hold on
Yeah
But I hold on
I hold

you only want me when you're sober

dxrrvn