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The Universial constant

Seasonal depression is hitting really hard fellas. Regretting past decisions, making new regrets. My job is killing me and leaving me unmotivated.

 I know if I just practiced and did more with my free time I’d be better at music and be able to better myself. I just don’t do it… Is it that deep down I wanna stay a victim? Or am I just shooting for aspirations out of my league and I really can’t get better? 

(I couldn’t even tell you what the hell key this song is in that’s how incompetent I am and I’ve been doing this since 2015)

I don’t know, and it feels like every day my mind is deteriorating. It’s been honest to god harder to keep a coherent thought or finish a sentence without stuttering or mixing words up.

I’ll say a person’s name, then not 10 seconds later, forget their name. 
Everything feels like it’s getting worse and worse all the time. Even when I take my meds regularly, all it does is mitigate the effect. But it’s been the best med I’ve been on in 5 years. It’s doing it’s part, so why don’t I? 

I’m a failure. I doubt even 5 people will listen to this anyways, but if you catch this song and like it, I appreciate being able to help in some way.

TL;DR I’m sad and this is a sad metal song

Failure

Been replaying all the God of War games to build up to Ragnarok and while playing GOW 3 I’m also doing a titan mode run of GOW2 and man it’s kicking my ass, lol. But I’m making this to commemorate my favorite game franchise

God of War Worship

Made this outside at midnight while feeling like somebody was watching me, cause I’m not like other girls teehee 🤭

(Randomly started doing a metal breakdown at the end… do you think I should continue it or is it too jarring and annoying? I honestly don’t know, man)

Paranoia

Sam D.

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