Of course I still miss you it's in everything I do
Remember when I got so drunk you had to untie my shoes
Of course I still miss you it's took everything in me
I knew you so well I could talk to you in my sleep

Fill the air with secrets, no room for breathing
Between you and your problems
Me and my mental illness

By the end I was just trying 
everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again

Of course I still miss you it's in everything I'm through
From the plates you used to slam and the water you always threw
Of course I still miss you it's in everything I know
Being terrified to come home and find you alone

Fill the air with secrets
No room for breathing
Between you and your problems
Me and my mental illness

By the end I was just trying 
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again

So come on call me crazy if it makes you feel stronger
Come on make a threat if it keeps me here longer
It's like you think that for me things were so easy
Most of the time I was struggling believe me
It's like you think that for me things were so easy
Most of the time I was hoping you'd see through me

If you have to leave well I know it's for the best
Everything it takes so you wouldn't lose your head again
If you have to leave well I know it's for the best
Everything it takes so you wouldn't lose your head again

By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so I could keep my head again

Head Again

I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
Though I knew it was pathology
I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
I dreamt you reconciled with me

I can't apologise for things I did for myself
You'd have been the same
'Cept you'd've blamed someone else
I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
Yano I'll be here if you want to talk
But I can't decide my happiness on you, or whether you like me or not

I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
But I'm always running from things
I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
I don't care what our friends think

I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
Meanwhile the party goes on

You never listened to me
I always took your side
I always listened to you
When no one thought you were right
I know that you love me 
But it doesn't make it alright
You never listened to me
Go on and blame me 'cause I couldn't live like this
Meanwhile the party goes on

Oslo

Rebecca Walsh

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