i'm playing animal crossing while listening & i forgot about the last part.....y'all when i tell you i almost shat myself

Ethel Cain - dust bowl (Demo) slowed - reverb

Ptolemaea (Acapella) - Ethel Cain

ethel cain crying during sex (extended) - slowed reverb

Preacher's Daughter (Instrumentals)

Ptolemaea (Instrumental)

Ptolemaea x Inbred - Ethel Cain

lyrics:

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
When I take you and your brother in the back pew
Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick
Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through


I lied when I said I didn’t want you
In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do
Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light
But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night


If I want you like I said I’d never do
I would hold my breath and sit down next to you
Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
And right now I need you
I don’t know what happened
I don’t know what happened
I was young and sweet
And then something happened
Something overwhelming
Something everlasting

Time drags on
I hate him for the time he’s gone
I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years
I’ve been here too long
I forgot what stop means
Either I drink it or the boat sinks
It’s easy for him to get out of me
What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you
All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading
And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

[Outro]
And I could love you if I tried
And I’m trying
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying

crying during sex - ethel cain

christ, forgive these sins I’m hiding & the bones I’m about to leave…

All rights belong to Ethel Cain / Hayden Anhedonia/ Daughters of Cain Records

“family tree” demo - ethel cain / hayden anhedonia

lyrics:

Too forward to tease
Tell me I’m your bitch
Sitting on my knees while I suck that dick
I don’t need your mercy, just your money and your spit
I don’t need a boy, I need a man that I can skitch

I just need Romeo’s daddy
I’ll be Juliet, perfect silhouette
Voice like heaven, throat like sex
Wrapping these long, tight legs all around his neck
Some girls need love, I need head
I’m talking 5, 6 times 'til my face is red
Now rumor has it I’ve been fucking Romeo’s daddy in Romeo’s bed

Tienes que escuchar a mi cuerpo
Chico, sabes que necеsito esto
¿Puedes sеr mi papí?
¿Puedo ser tu bebé?
Me follas como un perrito, comprende?
Pin me to the bed
Eat it 'til it’s wet
Fuck me like you hate me
Fuck me 'til I beg
Show me you know what you’re doing
Prove to me that I don’t need a fucking Romeo (Fucking Romeo)

romeos daddy - ethel cain

Frankensteined version of Ethel Cain performing Punish in Paris and Chicago, minus the crowds obnoxious screeching. Enjoy, I guess? 

Music owned by Hayden Anhedönia, I am owned by the CIA.

-Lyrics-
[Verse 1]
Whatever's wrong with me
I will take to bed
I give in so easy
Nature chews on me
Little death like lead
Poisonous and heavy
It has always been this way
It has always been this way

[Chorus]
I am punished by love
I am punished by love

[Verse 2]
In the morning I will mar myself again
He was a natural Plauché, saying, "You won't forget this"
Shame is sharp, and my skin gives so easy
Only God knows, only God would believe
That I was an angel, but they made me leave
They made me leave

[Chorus]
I am punished by love
I am punishеd by love
I am punished by love
I am punishеd by love

Ethel Cain - Punish [live - no crowd]

Romeo's Daddy - Ethel Cain

New York City / Berlin — Appendix.files presents xochicuicatl, a 5-track collection of raw ambient excavations and subversive emotional fragments from secret getii. Recorded in NYC in the spring of 2023, the EP wanders through dream-smeared cityscapes and back again, channeling the hazy comedown of overstimulation into abstract, cathartic form.

Buy: https://appendixfiles.bandcamp.com/album/appx-17-xochicuicatl

Artist @powerdynamics
Label: @appendixfiles

Ptolemaea (Acapella) - Ethel Cain

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