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THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN, IS HAPPENING TO ME

@user-763014230 i heard i deserve it i think but thats a really good sentence too

i fell in love again
september tends to be so cruel
he says my name and then
blah blah, so embarrassing 
but then he came and leaned in
and asks have i seen how it rains
in the plains
says he could take me there
he’s handsome as the day is long
all the while, inching his way in
like summer stumbling to a fall 
we sink into the carpet 
already wet with november’s rain 


i only bleed for him
mascara running like a champion
he says my name and then
i come so hard, i’d marry him
but then nirvana leaned in
and i lost myself again
to the rain
he asks not if but when 
blah blah, something meaningful
i don’t weave the thread
just run my hands along it
but if i did, then hell
i’d spar with death to skip your name


i can see the end
in the beginning of everything
so i just play pretend
like i don’t watch you leaving 
but you were never there
doctors blame the lead poisoning

Lead Poisoning

78fahrenheit (demo)

open mouthed, she bit you
“you can’t hurt me if i never loved you”
i was wrong when i met you
about who i thought would save who

chose to be alone 
and walk the whole way home
soaked to the bone
hid your face
said i don’t wanna play
but you were born game

bambi

wrestling in dirt pits - ethel cain

dust bowl (demo) by ethel cain

waco, texas- ethel cain (demo)

lyrics:
my honey’s heart is blue and a second offbeat
always tugging at me like he’s running out of daylight
yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain’t right, ain’t right
only acting this cool when he’s walking with me
1998, forever and a day
i keep the pictures hanging where the world can see ‘em
i hope I die today
save me from another late night of red eyes
but then the morning comes
you were there looking for me but I
i was gone, turned my back for a moment and
you had fallen apart

they’ve been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
selling pages of the times we’ve been waiting on
now the weight’s too much and I can’t hold you anymore
how much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
not even the memories are immortal
terrified on this side of a conversation
a conversation we’ll never come back from
i’ll never live it down if I never get around it
cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
i liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and I tried alright
now I’ll wear these scars for life
i loved you when it hurt inside to
but in the low light
you know I’d do anything for you

you know I’d do anything for you
you know it’s true cause I’ve said it to you
held in my arms, I swore I’d be good to you
then sat and watched as you walked away from me

christ is cruel but you're so crueler

waco, texas (ethel cain cover)

https://youtu.be/mYhr7OadSbk?si=jvHYtayvA-LTqDfr

posted the lyrics on youtube❤️

𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 ~ 𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧

punish (demo III)

drums and additional guitars by matthew tomasi

v1:

each time that i think of you
i push another through
and recall how the bullet flew
each time that i think of you
i barricade the room
one more wound


v2: 

i was an angel, though plummeting
i watched it get dark
i’m playing it tough
the worst that could happen
is happening to me
another round of shots
for the boys on tv
i was an angel, but they made me leave
with stars in my eyes
crying as i wheel 
as i hit the lake
i prayed it’d be green
it’s all that i need
i deserve it, i think

i loved an angel, and it made me weak

refrain:

i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love

outtro: 

i loved an angel, and it made me weak
i loved an angel, and it made me weak

punish (demo II)

𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧

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