listening to this while it’s storming/ thundering outside i’m having an out of body experience

missing when I cried about Laura Palmer to this for like 2 hours

v1:

too forward to tease 
tell me i’m your bitch
sitting on my knees while i suck that dick
i don’t need your mercy, just your money and your spit
i don’t need a boy, i need a man that i can skitch

chorus:

i just need romeo’s daddy
i’ll be juliet, perfect silhouette
voice like heaven, throat like sex 
wrapping these long, tight legs all around his neck
some girls need love, i need head 
i’m talking 5, 6 times til my face is red 
now rumor has it i’ve been fucking romeo’s daddy in romeo’s bed

v2:

tienes que escuchar a mi cuerpo
chico, sabes que necesito esto 
¿puedes ser mi papí?
¿puedo ser tu bebé? 
me follas como un perrito, comprende? 
pin me to the bed
eat it til it’s wet
fuck me like you hate me
fuck me til i beg
show me you know what you’re doing
prove to me that i don’t need a fucking romeo 
(fucking romeo)

romeo's daddy (demo)

i fell in love again
september tends to be so cruel
he says my name and then
blah blah, so embarrassing 
but then he came and leaned in
and asks have i seen how it rains
in the plains
says he could take me there
he’s handsome as the day is long
all the while, inching his way in
like summer stumbling to a fall 
we sink into the carpet 
already wet with november’s rain 


i only bleed for him
mascara running like a champion
he says my name and then
i come so hard, i’d marry him
but then nirvana leaned in
and i lost myself again
to the rain
he asks not if but when 
blah blah, something meaningful
i don’t weave the thread
just run my hands along it
but if i did, then hell
i’d spar with death to skip your name


i can see the end
in the beginning of everything
so i just play pretend
like i don’t watch you leaving 
but you were never there
doctors blame the lead poisoning

Lead Poisoning

neptune creature

little cover of rangerover that salem and i did in 2020

Unreleased - EP

rangerover (porches cover)

Selby Wall - ethel cain

dust bowl (demo) by ethel cain

First you've got to Do It For Dale
Raise hell, praise Dale
Love is a nightmare and all that you’ve got
Still getting lost in a bare parking lot
And the vertigo’s fun til' you
Want it to stop praying this is the end when
You know it’s not
I could be good but it wouldn’t matter
There’s no silver line on a fucking disaster
I hope that you’re happy, glad you can forget
While I'm spending my nights reliving it
Been scared of the dark for all of my life
I’m digging my grave by all of the lights
I’m always afraid but never to die
But not just yet so I’ll be
Twirling around my room again
Spraying blood like the food court fountain
Forgive mе, my trespasses
Holding me down through a
Holе in the mattress
You think you’re someone else
That it only hurts when it hurts yourself
Americanized, Jesus Christ born to lie
So you lie and you lie and you lie and
You need easy, you want weak
When you were hungry, I was soft and pink
I bleed easy, I go weak
You look hungry then back to me
If I fall, I fall hard
Onto you and then all apart
But when the room went dark and I needed you
Where were you?
Twirling around my room again
Spraying blood like the food court fountain
Forgive me, my trespasses
Holding me down through a
Hole in the mattress
You think you’re someone else
That it only hurts when it hurts yourself
Americanized, Jesus Christ born to lie
So you lie and you lie and you lie and

Earnhardt - Ethel Cain

started writing this in february 2024, i think for perverts. 

lyrics:

i saw go before me, a great impossible thing
sensual and concrete
splitting me open
renders me obsolete

i’ve slain greater
and moved on

make room in hell
make room in hell
make room in hell

they cry, you don’t have to go
they cry, you don’t have to go
my love
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know


make room in hell (demo)

punish (demo III)

drums and additional guitars by matthew tomasi

v1:

each time that i think of you
i push another through
and recall how the bullet flew
each time that i think of you
i barricade the room
one more wound


v2: 

i was an angel, though plummeting
i watched it get dark
i’m playing it tough
the worst that could happen
is happening to me
another round of shots
for the boys on tv
i was an angel, but they made me leave
with stars in my eyes
crying as i wheel 
as i hit the lake
i prayed it’d be green
it’s all that i need
i deserve it, i think

i loved an angel, and it made me weak

refrain:

i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love

outtro: 

i loved an angel, and it made me weak
i loved an angel, and it made me weak

make room in hell (demo)

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