Ramblings Of A Dying Adolescence

Winter

Trust Song Conclusion

My Blueberry Life

i know ive heard this one before
but i feel theres something more
i cant put my finger on

and when i think, it rings a bell
one that i once knew quite well
but will never ring the same

but maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

i swear i’ve heard this one before
and it’s opened up a door
to a memory i cant reach

and when the record starts to play
i can hear it clear as day
with an unfamiliar tinge

i feel it in my bones
coursing through my soul
i can’t escape
all of this change
its not the same

its bleeding through my eyes
colouring the skies
purple and red
what’s in my head
what’s in my head

well maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

its always in my head
it sleeps under my bed
it wont go away
wont let me change
im going insane

its bleeding through my walls
colouring it all
purple and black
please take me back
please take me back

memory

the album "melanchole" by the band "salvia palth"

melanchole

i don't know anyone, i am

Here's To The Afterlife

I lost my mind 
in a thunder storm 
But its alright 
I feel psychotic 
But you're still dancing with me tonight 
My man satan 
He's gonna take you at the right time 
Don't you worry everything will be alright 
Its alright 

Cause I'll come get you 
Its this thing I call suicide 
Its neon blood for neon gold 
Don't you look into his dark eyes 
Don't look back everything will be alright 
Its alright

3 EPs

Neon Hell

I don't wanna go home 
I don't wanna fight 
I just want to stare (tear) into your eyes 

I don't wanna give up 
I don't wanna try 
I don't wanna be here 
Stuck in a new year 

I don't wanna get drunk 
I don't wanna get high 
I just want to feel some things sometimes 

I don't wanna grow old 
I don't wanna die 
I don't wanna be here 
Stuck in a new year 

I'm stuck

2013

2014

You were so wrong 
I'm not in love 
Cause I'll never be a fool for you 
Cause I've never been so blue 
And I'll never fall in love with you 
Cause I'll never be so blue 

You're always haunting 
All of my dreams 
Cause I'll never be a fool for you 
Cause I've never been so blue 
And I'll never fall in love with you 
Cause I'll never be so blue

B-Sides, Rarities and Demos

Blue

I don't really know 
Where I wanna be 
Who I wanna be 
So stop asking me 

I can't find no one 
Because I hate myself 
And you can't love no one 
Until you love yourself 

I've been seeing ghosts 
Most of my life 
They don't say too much 
But they make me tired 

I've been seeing ghosts 
Most of my life 
They don't say too much 
But they hurt my eyes my eyes my eyes

Ghosts

I feel nervous every day of my life 
It gets worse the longer I'm alive 
Nothing feels right 
For no reason 
I don't understand 
Why you're leaving 

Is it real is it all just in my mind 
Will I be this way until I die 
Nothing feels right 
But I'm trying 
I don't understand 
Why you're crying

2014

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