Feeling Moody-Kitty Sucker

Desire

Here's To The Afterlife

I still come over even though you don't like me
Oh, you got colder
Oh, you despise me
Sometimes it feels like my phone haunts me
Baby, I miss my dog
Paranoid, you're pretend, we're only talking
I found a folder on my computer
Your solo pictures, instead of us together

Oh, to be, or not to be?
Oh, to be, or not to be?
Oh, to be, or not to be?
You don't listen to me
You don't listen to me
You don't listen to me

u make me want to cry real tears

please

new track / recorded today
dl: https://foglake.bandcamp.com/track/almost-fantasy

and maybe i found paradise
a little empathy but never twice
ive been taking lessons on your old advice
its almost fantasy

the suns up and it's never down
ive been kind of worried how this all will sound
give me a awhile and i'll come around
its almost fantasy

my legs are weak and my mouth is dry
ive been taking medicines but not on time
ive been craving company ill never find
its almost fantasy

Fog Lake - Almost Fantasy

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

TELEVISIONS - The Breakfast Club (I'm Feeling Wild with You)

I never thought that I'd be here 
I never thought I'd have short hair 
I never grew up in my head 
Oh my heart and soul are dead 
Cause in my mind 
I'm alone 
In my mind 
I belong 
In New York City 

I want to cry in your hands 
I want to die in your hands 
Because I hate what I've become 
Oh I guess that I'll just run 
Cause in my mind 
I'm alone 
In my mind 
I belong 
In New York City

Wild Heart

New York City

Lonely 
Why do you get so lonely 
Its only when I'm not around 
And it happens all the time 
It happens all the time 
It happens all the time 
So kill yourself 

Honey 
I hate to see you cry 
Its only when I stager by 
And it happens all the time 
It happens all the time 
It happens all the time 
So kill yourself

2013

Under the Influence

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut the fuck up 

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand me

Rambling of a Dying Adolescence

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