Desire

Here's To The Afterlife

please

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

TELEVISIONS - The Breakfast Club (I'm Feeling Wild with You)

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut the fuck up 

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand me

2013

Rambling of a Dying Adolescence

Cut into my bones 
Kill all my hopes 
Cut into my dreams 
I wake up screaming 
Baby 

My blueberry life 
It isn't so nice 
My blueberry girl 
Don't them get you 
Baby

My Blueberry Life

B-Sides, Rarities and Demos

Why Don't You Cry

I don't really know 
Where I wanna be 
Who I wanna be 
So stop asking me 

I can't find no one 
Because I hate myself 
And you can't love no one 
Until you love yourself 

I've been seeing ghosts 
Most of my life 
They don't say too much 
But they make me tired 

I've been seeing ghosts 
Most of my life 
They don't say too much 
But they hurt my eyes my eyes my eyes

Ghosts

I feel nervous every day of my life 
It gets worse the longer I'm alive 
Nothing feels right 
For no reason 
I don't understand 
Why you're leaving 

Is it real is it all just in my mind 
Will I be this way until I die 
Nothing feels right 
But I'm trying 
I don't understand 
Why you're crying

Why Don't You Cry

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