Abby turtle: true story

1ST VERSE:
Said I'm so sick of love song but I'm still waiting for you
been together for so long, its hard to go on and move
All the memories we shared, the times we loved and cared
I'll be honest with you saying I have never been this scared:
to be too much, never enough and feel so damn alone
Man, I felt them all at once the moment you were gone
I thought you were so perfect in all the things that you do
but little did I know that you would break my heart too
You said you needed space to think and breathe some fresher air
but when I checked on you, hey you were already with her
All those lies, All those teary eyes, my what ifs and whys
What happened to the guy I loved that used to be mine?
You broke me, you hurt me, man you kept on playing games,
played me 24/7 as if toy was my first name
Your wrongs and flaws, who cares, I loved you from head to toe
and this is how you pay me, by replacing me with that h*e
I wish I could forgive but you really crossed the line,
guess your nasty heart was never worthy of mine
But man whats the point, does this sh*t even matter?
I guess not cause we both know soon ill find someone better


CHORUS

2ND VERSE:
Said im so sick of love songs and so sick of you,
asking myself why I used to be so into you?
All those lonely times and all those sleepless nights
when I needed you, where were you? Uhh never by my side
Please dont think im throwing shade at you, just saying what is real
Im a fool, but atleast I aint known to be the sl*t of the year
so baby lemme tell'em all the sh*t you put me through
and how you fucked up and lost the girl, who was really down for you

So Sick Challenge - Neyo

And it get real deep😔💔

17 shades of pain by officalmere

this one goes to my mom. and i relate to this one by @Officialmere

I - Hate - Him - But - I-got - His - Picture - Still - -officialmere - .mp4

Been lied to what else been cheated on who else
Got somebody but what some else
Love everyone but don't love yourself 
Tell me why everybody plays you
Want I love you's, not can I come thrus 
Everybody just tryna get a piece but then they get it and then just leave
She sick and tired of all of these games
 focus on you instead of these lames
Got hurt so much now she can't trust
can tell you been on me just for lust
She wonders why she ain't good enough
Wonders why it's always fake love
Wonders why they all just left but then forgets with that smoke in her chest

verse 2:
See I Fell in love fast fell out of it quicker
Used to be us  now you ain't in the picture
She wonders why I can't open up 
cause the last girl I had left and took my trust
The feel of her lips still stuck on my brain
Miss the way she used to throw that thang
Now I'm stuck with bitches and bottles
Used to FaceTime then she turned to my model
Like damn
Maybe I need someone 
Maybe everyone just needs someone 
Sick and tired not being someone
Man I'm over here tryna find someone 
Like damn
Why the fuck I'm in my feelings
Everyday I'm running from this healing
Everyday I'm fucking chasing these bitches everyday I'm fuckin chasing these riches.

tried to move on but I can’t 😪 @officalmere

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