things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

dirtiest boy

experiment





throw my can
wait for you
to prove that
i am real

im falling down 

grab the can
shout again
you see me
my last friend

prove that i am real…

carthrage -> https://soundcloud.com/carthrage

[Verse 1]
Turn on the power switch
And lemme train my slayer
Keep the window closed
Don't let in the fresh air
My cigarettes enlighten walls floors and ceilings
It's 3 in the fucking morning goddammit what a feeling

[Verse 2]
I never leave my room
My life is fucking shameless
Don't have a family
My future is fucking aimless
My music doesn't make me money, that's just perfect
Maybe once in a while I'll move back the curtains

Slayer99 (Birdbath Cover) w/ carthrage

blehh (@blehh2) reupload from his alt account

Lyrics:
I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm so suprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might be mad at moi
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

I get up out of bed
And I suddenly go online
Do a Discord on Twitter
Or do a browser and tonight

I check the bottom right
And it's already midnight
Another day has passed
Feelin' I wasted my life

I try to talk to girls
All I get is short replies
Maybe it's 'cause I talk about this shit
That no one fucking likes

I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm surprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might think that I lie
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

im just a nice guy

@trvechvd
i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

and life will still go on
even when i am gone
cause im nothing, im useless
im a waste of time, and im a waste of space
i was born with an ugly face
ever since that day my lifes been fucked
from the start, from the start

oooooooooooooo

i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

life goes on cover (roadkill)

my voice is fucking gay and this songs fucking gay so i fucking covered it

year of the horse (pacific purgatory cover)

This one has more instruments in it the other one was the OG.

All things Prod by Notra Sleep

Listen To The Album on spotify:
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There will be music videos here : www.youtube.com/@NotraSleep

Slightly Red in here
Drinkin my energy drink
Burn that Hallway n everything
missin two years of memories

Professors hatin on me
Who gives a damn when ur here
All I need is you tellin me
everything is as it should be

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

[Audio]:
+ Did you make a breakthrough?
- Sort of. I just took a long look at myself, and I don't think this science thing is gonna pay off.
+ Well, why don't I get Beth and we'll go out for ice cream?
- That Diane, is the last great idea that will ever be had in this garage.

Im gonna lay
Somebody say
somethin to me
I might need a company

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

Isolated Varsity Years

Isolated In My Room

bye for now

I believe I told you before
How I am such a bore
I never have any fun
So please stop thinking I'm the one

To save you from yourself
you say "please save me from this hell"
You tell me that you wanted me
Yet you wanted me to be someone else

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me

But I just think you're lonely 
You say you love me only
You'll never really get it
You'll never really notice

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  
You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  


★ guitar co-performed by @user-1642493 (aka K1LLSWITCH)

You Never Even Liked Me

Premonition

dont listen to my covers.

Every single thing Recorded & Produced by me


Isolated In My Room

Notra Sleep

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