fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

i get drunnk every day in my room on my own
i just wanna drown out the silence coming from the phone
nobody know about what i go through
nobody cares about how much i lose

fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

Fuck My Life

slow dancing in the dark

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

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All things prod by. Notra Sleep


I'll join the army and then d1e in the field yeah I know
We sang your songs hundred times but soon you'll sing em alone 
All the fvcks that I had given now are gone into this gun
then why do I, feel so drunk? When I see u everytime

I dont h8 this life but everything is a lil too hard
I'll shoot some guns and I hope that it wont hurt anyone
I dont h8 this life but everything is a lil too hard
I'll shoot some guns and I hope that it wont hurt anyone

Why Do I even talk...
I should just stfu
Why Do I even talk
I'll just shut tf up

I dont h8 this life but everything is a lil too hard
I'll shoot some guns and I hope that it wont hurt anyone
I dont h8 this life but everything is a lil too hard
I'll shoot some guns and I hope that it wont hurt anyone

Joining the army to vanish forever      /    *Vid in description*

I know (I know)
You belong to somebody new
But tonight you belong to me

Although (although) we're apart
You're a part of my heart
And tonight you belong to me

My honey, I know (I know)
With the dawn that you will be gone
But tonight you belong to me

I know (I know)
You belong to somebody new
But tonight you belong to me

tonight you belong to me

All things Prod by Notra Sleep

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Slightly Red in here
Drinkin my energy drink
Burn that Hallway n everything
missin two years of memories

Professors hatin on me
Who gives a damn when ur here
All I need is you tellin me
everything is as it should be

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated 
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

[Audio]:
+ Did you make a breakthrough?
- Sort of. I just took a long look at myself, and I don't think this science thing is gonna pay off.
+ Well, why don't I get Beth and we'll go out for ice cream?
- That Diane, is the last great idea that will ever be had in this garage.


Im gonna lay
Somebody say
somethin to me
I might need a company

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated 
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

Isolated Varsity Years

Isolated In My Room

Isolated In My Room [OG version]

FALLING OVER U </3

THINGS NEVER SEEM TO GO MY WAY
MY SELF ESTEEM IS IN DECAY
THIS WAS MY LAST OPPORTUNITY
IM REALLY FUCKING SORRY

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR

I FEEL LIKE IM SPECIAL NEEDS
WHENEVER I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU
THERES NOT A HOPE IN HELL
NO MATTER WHAT I ALWAYS STAY UNLUCKY!

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR


UNLUCKY!

Cant sleep at all even with melatonin
no break from zero serotonin
with a gun to my left cheek
the only way ill fall asleep

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

stay up all night
being a waste of space
on my computer 
locked in plaace
all these days just feel the same
staying awake til 8 a m

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
i cant rest my head (i cant rest my head)
upset