Life That We're Living

TELL YOU TWICE  D3TOX RAMO MAVERICK1

Carry On Bag Feat. Verse

MI AMOR

ISMFC - MI AMOR (PROD INTATTERS)

Mix & Mastered By: FentonBeatz4201
Beat Engineered By: Calamitous Anomaly
Recorded By: LNL

MiSFiT (prod.CalamitousAnomaly x YoUNGMiSFiT)

Drugs2Ashes

Couple blue bars w my brother @skemerone x

speke x skeme

🙏

Take Over

420gs

added a verse of mine into the mix. they out rap me by a mile but i wanted to use their energy and spit a little somethin myself.
beat- https://soundcloud.com/20134/dust-2-dust-instrumental

I was a little kid
Pretty innocent
Never knew that when I grew up
I would be like this
doing stupid shit
I don’t got a fuck to give
My life’s a bitch
Fuck her up twice while I hold a spliff
My whole spirits a miss
My only gimmick is this
Spit raps spit flows it’s ridiculous shit
Should I even rap
Thoughts steady bounce back
Maybe they are all right I just fuckin sound whack

But I’m so confused how does it sound that
I just fucking speak my thoughts
Place it on a soundtrack
Try to give ya goosebumps every time u play it back
Miss her fuckin ever since but she fuckin smokes crack

I can’t forgive that
I could let the cheatin go and I’d take you back
But now I gotta wipe the page blank
What the fuck is that
Everytime I give em everything
I never got none back
 
And that’s the way that it goes
Chapter stays closed
Memories ain’t nothin but a stained road
But I stay on track
Don’t let it get to me
Don’t wanna kill myself
It’s not meant to be

But it’s where I’m headin
Imma be another victim
do u look at him the same way u looked at me
When you fuckin
Shit
I have questions in abundance
Was there a single second you were being 
honest

swear I miss you more
Than a dog loves his ball
You have all the control
Of my mind, body, soul 

I think that’s why I can’t get over you
Let me have my closure tell me all the truths
Tell me all the lies I wanna see it in your eyes that your sorry.
Sorry for fuckin up our lives
Sorry for the wasted time
Sorry for forgettin that you said you love me like a thousand times
Still see me in your eyes
Fucking Scream it to the skies

Cause I’m sorry that I met you
Thought that we were special
But all u did was manipulate my mental
You aren’t different from the devil 
You just overcrowd my schedule
Meld me but I’m metal
Help me but won’t settle

Man I hate my life
I won’t say goodbye
I Stay up late at night
Tie the rope around my neck
Kick the chair while I hold a mic
Give in even tho I sworn to fight
What is wrong or right 
I’m fuckin torn from lies
Feelin like I’m born to die
What are these thoughts of mine

I swear everytime you hurt I can feel it
Still feel the scars on your wrist when they were healing
Still hear your voice in my head when I’m dreaming
Still get caught up in what you were scheming 
Maybe I’ve just had enough
I don’t want to live it rough
I don’t want to cope with drugs
I don’t want to sit reminiscing bout the fuckin past
How did I 
even last have another glass
Put a gun to my head then I ….
Laid up in the grass
Past is the past
But a start is a start
Man I can’t give it up
So i spark up a blunt
But the memories keep fucking me up

DUST 2 DUST - SickLonely x Chillinit x HUSKii [old 2018]

Take Over

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